Wednesday, October 26, 2011

rubbed raw..

it's almost midnight and i can't sleep :( blogging silently so that my stepfather won't give me a nag for using the laptop until this hour. but i think he'll close one eye ah cause i'm already promoted and that's enough to grant his wish for his lovely stepdaughter hehe. i had a great wednesday although it was.. k nevermind. bought a pair of vans hehe at last but didn't get to buy the one i wanted :( i've checked 3 outlets and they only have big sizes left. so i bought some kind of other design. nice also ah. then went to fox and tried some jeans. fox sells jeans that are so comfy! i bought one. very comfy. so the last thing i got for myself was this shirt from topshop. topshop has a lot of cute shirts that catches my eye :( k next time i go again ah. today is such a lovely day...

not to mention my day gets even better everyday. love it. i can't DTR for now but i hope i will DTR when i finally think it is time to DTR? i don't know how i should start this but it's just unbelievable but at the same time i get this comfy feeling after considering to contact him again. it's just so unbelievable la but it is real. definitely not a dream and not gonna be a dream i hope. i hope this time nothing goes wrong like it used to for the first time. plus i know it was my fault we went our separate ways. i'm not gonna have any doubts this time round and just hope nothing's gonna go wrong. is this love? i don't know what is this but like i said i can't DTR for now. i can't even D my own feelings. and i don't even know what he feels. i'm gonna relax and go with whatever is taking me right into this relationship. but i just hope this time round it wasn't like it used to be. okay am i like supposed to blog pasal ni? o.O or did he meant something else? haha k no idea but just read k (^__^) don't know what to say already.. TIA *krik krik*

ok have a good night guys. sigh. have to wait for twitter to let me tweet again cause i am always tweeting a lot. tweet banyak pun tweet macam tak naik je hais :( what is this. not fair. gonna go to sleep soon. have to wake up early but it's okay cause it will be my last day of school woohoo so happy! and i'm promoted to sec 3 express FYI. so delighted! can't wait to receive my results tomorrow! have a good night. i hope it rains heavily ah. nights *hugs and kisses* xx

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