please.

one of the reasons why i can't forget him because i dreamed of him. and i did yesterday. i dreamed of me in his arms again because i was shivering from the cold and that i was sleepy and he was willing to let me be in his arms again, caressing me.. treating me like we used to be.. and what i knew next was, i woke up in the middle of the night at 3am as to the relieved feeling that it was only just a dream. sigh..

i know that it will never happen again. i can cry out loud. the dream, it was beautiful but it wasn't real. it didn't felt real like my other dreams, different. but i can feel his touch and me in his arms.. it was weird but it was beautiful. but i know it's only a dream and it will never happen again. i will never get him back because my love was irrevocable. never.

now, it gets me weaker whenever i think back again of the dream. but, maybe one day, maybe, miracles will happen. and i believe in miracles.