Those are leftover ones. Hello sunshines. Nyahahah. Know what? Everything is fine already. I decided to forgive and forget. I apologised and we talked things out. Well, if i don't start apoligisizing, then it won't be solved, and so i decided to make the first move. Well, making the first move is not guilty right? Nyahaha! Alright, things settled. Tomorrow will maybe be going to dearest cousin birthday. Who else if not that cute trisyia monsta? I miss her. Well, we aren't so close now but still.. Cousins! I love her. Happy advance birthday to her. Well, be a good girl alright bat. Love you! Study hard alright. Hmm maybe. Not confirmed yet lah. Haha mistaken! My geo exam is on this thurs and not tues! Lols. I just got back home from cousin house. First, we went to uncle hafiz house for lunch and i slept there. Nyahaha i was tired. When i woke up, i ate. Watched ninja assasin there. Spelled correctly? Don't think so. Violent sei the movie. Lols! After that proceed to aunt jo's house. Eat again.. =.='' which was nasi briyani. Oh yes, i ate nasi lemak for breakfast. Isn't today a lot of consuming food? -.-'' watched avatar.. Yknow, i never ever get bored watching that movie. It's very touching. I wish i was an avatar. Haha! Will never be one lah yaaaaa -.-'' And i watched vampire's assistant. The boy was very cute. Lols! Overall today was fine. Slap my ownself cause i followed stepdad and umi today. Eat a lot somemore. Wakpiang! Seriously i'm bored right now. What to do? Facebook and tagged don't seem more active to me. Oh, plain lazy lah you yaaaa. Lols! I also feel inactive for blog. Hmm.. Sorry if all my post changed and it's not interesting. But it's my online diary.. Don't like it, don't read it. Nyahahah! Day by day.. i'm getting fearful.. Omg! Stepdad says that after we come back from our june hols, we'll be surveying some houses at pasir ris. What a heartbroken moment i had just now. Why would this happen? I was hoping he would say somewhere else or what. Actually we wanted to survey some houses today! But then, we had programme. Oh yes, next week.. Uncle hafiz plans to have picnic. Gosh! Can i not follow? I know it's gonna be boring. Masok kiri, klua kanan eh yaaaaa =.= cause all they do is talk old people stuff. Worse! I'm only the teenager there. Ishk! Prasan seh. Lols! Do i wanna go bat's birthday party tomorrow? Feels like not comfortable. What if uncle salleh doesn't remember me? As in bat's dad. Hmm.. But my heart says it's like not comfortable.. On the other hand.. Just go yaya. Oh gosh! I'm having conflicts right now. Urgh! Damn damn damn you! I'm so dissapointed in grandmother today.. She didn't wanna talk to me and when i talked to her.. she ignored me. Worse! She didn't cooked for me nasi goreng. But she knew i have always loved her nasi goreng and no one else's. Today is the worst sunday i could imagine off. Why would nenek wanna do this to me? On the other side.. I miss abah again. I just want my daddy back. When i'm near to stepdad.. It keeps reminding me about abah. And i wished abah was beside me. I still remember abah who likes to shop for my outfits at tangs. I still remembered he loves to sing to me. I still remember how he touches my face softly. I still remember he would like to bring me out to orchard every week. At least once. With umi. I still remembered where abah used to run around the house with faber, my cat. I still remembered abah bringing me to wheelock to buy books or cd. I still remember abah buying me chocolate drink at the coffee bean. I still remember everything about abah. Abah loves to let me wear outfits that are like hiphop. Nyahaha.. Now, i don't. I don't wear that kind of outfit anymore. Abah is my everything.. My love, my daddy, my designer, my tough dad, my funny dad, everything he was to me. He meant every single bit. He's a big part of me. Same goes to umi. But umi.. Yknow.. Too busy with those babies and she left me out. Yes i know they are still babies who need love.. But i need too. I feel near to abah. I miss abah. I really miss abah more than everything. Even though when i come to his house and he's playing his ps2 game.. It would still mean a bit to me.. As long as i get to see his face and share every of my problems.. My dirty little secrets. Haha. I wonder when will i meet abah again?
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