Menyebok aje -roll eyes-

Assalammualaikum semuanye. Huahuahua x] Narie amcm eh?

Ahhhhh mendak! Sorry delay2 eh biler yaya update. Nyaahahahahahahahhah.

I came back from ngaji about 9+ which was about to be 10pm.

But nevermind. I learnt a lot. Nyeehehe. Dance just SUCKS! Plain boring.

Tolong lah! Aku taknak pegi dance besok. Bole mampus! Training nye hapui!

Benci betul ah! Maybe contemp is not my type. Whatever lah kankankan ;ppppp

Knp org kat msn mendak? Tk lively? Kepo? Whatever it is ah! Urgh!

Ok, i miss babygirl. She has gone for her redcross camp. Ah sucks! I miss you babe.

Meet soon please! Tomorrow is 1st of june. Yey! Mcm cannot wait.

Nyahahah. Amin dapat last ngan blog nie. Ok aku merepek nak mampus x]

Hahah aku merepek nak mampus. Nak tau kenape? Org kat msn ah! My PM..

Take note: Yaya is blogging. Do not disturb her or she will become the worst monster.

Hahahaha merepek or what yaya?! Lol! Abeh menyebok nak mampus.

Kejap2 tanye irrelevant questions. Omg! Sabar uh. Lagi2 kan satu laki nie.

Tak habis. Omg tkm ah jadi attention seeker. Tk habis2. Mintk tolong. Wait ah!

Fb mcm mendak aje. Hahahah x] Go ngaji learnt a lot. Kene solat. Blablabla.

Oh yes, aku kene start solat. Dah tk bole delay2 lagi! Grrrrrr!

Wah bagus. My PM works! Yey oke aku merepek lagi. Muahahahahhaa.

Mintk2 besok tkyah gi dance uh. Alamak macm leceh nak mampos gitu!

Oke ah bye. Dah tkde pape lagi nak story2. Toodles!

Boring~

Hello! Sorry if i update like skip skip days. Huhuhu^^ So how? Fine?

Haha! Yesterday was the flag-raising day thingy. Wah penat liao! Hohoho.

Went to different blocks with babygirl. From up till down. Hekhek^^

Don't wanna elaborate. Today, went to JP aje. Bored kankan.

Tomorrow, dance. Oh curse dance baby! Idiot contemp dance. Urgh!

I have to go. Ishk! Mcm whatever sei.

Oke pyepye, won't update much. Cause i don't have stories.

Sorry eh kalau ni mendak sangat untuk readers. Tata titi tutu!

Faking smiles?

Why? Why the surroundings and people suddenly change? Me?

Am i the cause why this happened? I'm asking myself! Urgh! Life... -.-''

Full of dramas and blablabla. I'm facing changes again. Day by day. New bad news comes.

All the good news scram away. How i wish it was back then. Like last time.

When i don't know you, them or whoever i shouldn't have known. Urgh! Sucks.

I seriously can't be positive right now. I'm being very negative now. Bad bad bad!

Haaish.. MYE results out. I wouldn't wanna talk about it here. Bad.

I have to buck up. I have to go really fast this time. I don't wanna flop. Like seriously.

Tomorrow, will be the boys' town blue ribbon flag day. See me, donate alright. Hehh.

Wow, my mind is really cocked up. I don't understand this! Urgh!

Yaya, calm down alright.. Think back wisely again. Damn damn damn damn!

Dalah yaya, jangan lah sedih sedih. Senyum senyum selalu.

Haha, fake smiles bole? Grrrrrr.

Nothing to update more, i have no mood. Urgh bye.

Oops!

Oh yes!

Happy June Holidayssssssssssssssssss!

Aiyoo tak tahu! Mak balik bawak kayu!

Assalammualaikum. Hahaha alim or what yaya?! Ishk! Omg! Ade attention seeker. -.-''
Haha whatever! Currently chatting and blogging. What else can i possibly do? Uh uh uh?
Alright, just came back from ngaji. Eeeee aku tak tahu malu. Start all over. Lols!
But takpe ah. Dah cukup bagus aku nak start all over ngaji. Haha. Alif, ba, ta and so on.
Oh yes! I'm very happy cause mr mark says i'm a potential runner. Abeh kembang ah?!
Haha kidding. Will be going for the 4 times 400m relay for YOG inter class. Yippee!
School was absolutely gerekkkkk! Tapi banyak bobal ah dorg. I got certificate! Huhu.
For the dance thing ah. Shhhhs malu! Hahah kidding kidding! Kaki punye lah cramp!
After that went back to class and heped arrange chairs and tables for the parents conference.
School ends at 10am so i went to go catch up for breakfast. Met kak rina g. and we talked.
You know i know ajelah kan. Hekhek. And about the trainings and blablabla.
Awwww so sedih that mr mark and mr z going to leave school. Booooo sad! Dorg best! )';
They are good teachers that i know can train me well for my YOG inter class.
But mr mark says to practice if i have free time. So besok aku nak pegi jogging. Muahaha!
Nak train.. Stamina and blablabla. Then petang i got dance with wonderous project crew.
Weehoooooooooooo mcm rindu gtuk WP crew. Hekhek. Still need to catch up my hiphop!
School ends and we all seperate. Went home and got ready to go ngaji. Nenek dah kenape?!
Merepek siak! Stakat pasal tak switch on television abeh nak mengucap. Merepek ah!
Ape saje. Tak perlu ah mengucap. Mcm lah ade kaca ke kipas jatuh. Ngade ngade -.-''
Nak aje aku sepak! Tapi takbole. Nenek aku sei! Hahah. Whatever ah ngan tu penguin.
Oh yes, just now solat maghrib and ishak at cik salbiah's house. Huhuhuu. Weeee.
Learnt a lot lah just now. Not only ngaji but about agama. Alamak no mood ah!
STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP SKEJAP!
Alamak! Apesal org org suke piss aku?
Stepbro = nangis tak abis abis!
Nenek = bising and tak abis abis mengucap mcm org mampus gtuk -.-''
Bibik = asek tanye nak pakai seluar shorts nie ke tak.
Eh! Cukup ah cukup! Diam sudahlah! Mulut bising mcm juboh ayam ah korg!
And aku tak nak pakai seluar shorts tuuuuu! Urgh! Bodoh! Whatever ah dengan korg.
Ok back to ngaji part. So blajar a lot. And nak know something?!
AKU DOSA BESAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!
Pasal cik salbiah cakap yang perempuan yang dah anak dara, dah dtg kotor..
Must! Wajib solat. WAJIB! Pasal mak bapak dah tak tanggung. Malaikat kiri kanan record.
Hahah! So yes. I have to start ngaji and solat again! Even though kite tak tau, just do.
Always baca al-fatiah. Itu the main thing ah. Takkan korg tk tau kan -.-'' hahaha!
So yes, besok must wake up early untuk solat subur. Humpfh! Takpe, more pahale ^^
Weeeeeeeeeeeeee i love it! When we solat, kite dapat meet Allah.
Itu cik salbiah cakap ah. We must have time also ah for solat. Hahaha. Yeh!
Alaaar, solat bukannye seribu rakaat. Limit limit paling banyak 4 aje. Paling sikit 2.
Ye eleh! Sape sape pun bole buat. Ok ok baby lah sei! No problem. Must become habit!
Eh kau! Kau kat MSN dah apesal?! Suke nah sebok sebok nak bobal nan aku!
Sikit sikit nak complain something. Attention seeker ah lu! Tu die punye pasal ah.
Alamak! I no mood sia! Tekak aku sakit! Aku nak topup prepaid! Booooooooo )';
Andand my face merah all because of the sports carnival. Kurang ajar tol ah!
Merosakkan skin aku aje. Urgh! Geram tau geram! Ok, now i cannot wait for class outing.
Ok panjang eh? Hahahahah ok bye uh. Takde pape nak story. Badan aku cramping! Ah!

Happy birthday eera sayang! My cute chick.

Hahahahhahaha xD

Somebody asked me about this girl at formspring.

Ape saje lah you hunny. Hahah xD

Malas lah nak layan pasal pompan tu. Ex bf die tu my cousin.

Never had a r/s with him. Hahaha die yang pikir bukan2.

Bodoh!

Alright, want my ans? Go my formspring oke. Anything ask me there.

It's yayastrawberry.

;pppppppppppppppppppppppppp

Oh yes! I didn't went for ngaji sei. Missed. Alamak!

Riyan went to syarahan with orang ajar ngaji. Hoho xD

Besok go ngaji oke yaya! -.-''

I can't express this feelings much.

Today, my class had full of dramas.. But! It was extremely superb.

I'm sure that i would not find another day anymore like this. It's like wow! Wee.

So, reached school in the morning and went to basketball court to meet classmates.

After that, went to meet mr kumar, mr zahid and mr mark at the detention area.

With the others and also the seniors. And we headed to zhenghua sec. Yahoo!

So the teachers asked me to run. Mr mark didn't expect much for me but just try.

And yes i did. I got number 26th. Ok what! It's from lower sec to upper sec girls.

I think uh. Hekhekhek. So i had to wear the number tag. Number 04! Hoho.

And we didn't need to return the number tag. Kenangan lah kankankan! Lol.

So after the prize giving, headed to BPP and had lunch. Weeee best. Hoohoooo.

The seniors boleh balek but then the lower sec had to go back school. Haha ride bus ah.

With mr mark and mr zahid. Fun yknow! Like outing. Reached school..

Played basketball and then go back to class. Yey! I will be playing for..

400 times 400 relay. Hoho. Kene lah training. Nvrmind uh. Hekhek. Biase uh..

Good in running. Ishk perasan! Setopit lah yaya. Hahahahah xD

After that after school, went to dance studio and had briefing. Then bought water.

Lepastu pegi ah kat basketball court and assemble for sports carnival. Huhu best!

Abeh kan.. Those yng beli sweet drinks kene ade water parade. Haha fake lah!

They have to refill the sweet drink with plain water. But wait!

It's mixed. As in..

Sweet drink + plain water cooler = Sweet cooler.

Hhahahahha merepek ah! Yeh like that. Then have to drink in 20 secs. Haha xD

After that sports carnival start. Played pushball. Got second. Hahahah!

Then tug of war. Kimice! Tarik maha tarik sei yaya. Sampai tangan sakit. Haha.

Then sampai my kaki dah lemah. Then i fall down. Haiyooo. Nasib tak pengsan.

Bestfriend almost pengsan. Then i run to him. Then mcm pujuk die. Kesian bestf yaya.

He become anchor man. Yang kat belakang, tsktsktsk! Abeh boris ah nie buat hal!

Drama shemale lah kau! Ishk! Die cakap padan muke pasal bestf almost faint.

Wah! Mulot eh, mintak kene sumbat ngan cili hijau. Urgh! Kesian tau bestf.

He gave his most effort and i think bestf did a good job. Babyg also. Hekhek. Best tau!

Banyak lah conflicts but alhamdulilah semua ok. But boris belom. Urgh!

Yey! I cannot wait for class outing on 10th july. Huhu. Best lah best! Plan banyak.

Nak main tug of war, flour fight, hide and seek, beach volleyball and etc. Hoho.

So after that telematch. Haha kecoh sei! Sampai lelaki bukak baju. Hahahahha xDDD

Pasal kene buat longest line and had to use whatever they had with them ah.

Of course only guys can open their shirt! Ahahahahah. Kecoh boy.

It was the sec 1 and sec 2 games carnival ah. Upper sec was yesterday. Weee.

Then got medal for road relay and also pushball. Hahha bestbestbest. Superb!

Today was really really fun. Idk how to express my heavy feelings now. Happy?

Hhahaa! Extremely happy! Never can find it again. It was memorable for me ^^

Alright i'm done. Haha. Tak panjang kan tak panjang kan? Ok byebye. Besok last day.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Oh yes yes!

Happy advance birthday for Eera sayang! Ily.

Track and field.

* Gambar lamer jugak lah kan *

Lack of photos. Hahaha so? Wait long long ajelah untuk new pictures. Hoho.

Alright.. I need new blogskins lah kankankan! -.-''

Blogskin ni mcm terlalu boring gtuk kan? Agree? Hahah yes yes yes!

So tadi sekolah was heavenly. Haha oke merepek kan! Lols. Serious ah. Wekwek.

Morning, mcm biase came to skewl. But veryvery pelik yknow.

Suddenly kan kite kene masuk by the church nye entrance. -.-''

So kiter masuk then naik bukit and then belok then masuk skewl at detention area.

After that assemble and blablabla. Did my dance reflection that morning.

Ape saje jek! Dance pun kene reflection. Ishk! After that met the dance teacher.

Got my consent forms. My dance schedule kan.. Sucks sei! Ishk!

My schedule is like so tight that i have dance almost every week tau! Urgh!

Contemporary idiotic dance! Geram aje! Abeh crew punye? Hoho nvrmind lah.

Nampaknye asek joget ajelah yaya eh. But nevermind. I'm going to msia soon untk hols.

So yeh! But the third week of dance IDP training, kene pegi! Ishk!

So skrg tengah having bigbigbig conflicts. It's either go or not. Nak tau kenape?

Cause if i go.. Maybe they can choose who is suitable to go for SYF.

Kalau tak pergi, ah tau lah kan. Won't be able to participate in SYF ah. But i want eh!

I'm so mad with stepbrother tau! He just now go amek mainan dier and beat me. -.-''

Sakit pulak tu. Nevermind ah. Oke, so.. Kene jage2 sikit. Ade stalkers ;p

Ah takuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut -.-''

Basically, the school had a YOG exhibition. Merepek aje! Ans qns and hand in paper.

Then masih ade time.. Yaya, farah and nadya go slack at study area.

Dengan si heeda, alisya and deelah. Hoho best tau! Pecah perut aje sei. Wee.

Heeda, deelah and alisya main uno while me, farah and nadya talk talk aje. Haha!

Ade budak kat skolah nak step satsat. Sec 1 jugak lah. Kate die budak TWL? Ke TJR.

Merepek sei. Macam paham -.-'' abeh jalan satsat. Hoho! Bahan ketawe ah kau ;p

Sorry sorry. Then recess. Lagi merepek! Ape aje. Tsktsktsk.

Recess campur campur. Ngan upper sec skalie. Kalau canteen tu besar takpelah.

So after that go back class and then history. I sleep. Weee best tau! Haha.

Then i learn how to ikat rambut yang macm scorpion. Haha best best! Thanks to babyg.

Then maths and we talked abt class outing. Then PE. Fuhh lagi best!

Main soccer. Haha. The chicks only ah. Alamak! Pikir pmpan takbole ke? xD

After that play basketball and talk2. Haha best! Played at the lower court.

Cause upper basketball court ade orang use lah kan. Hoho. Si nas and alex pun ade.

Amcm bole dekat sane pun tatau. Padahal dorg sec 4 and should be idk go where. xD

Played basketball then ade jek tau orang yang MENYEBOK nak mampus!

Abeh snatch basketball tu lah. Alamak! Go get one lah! Don't take mine ;pppppp

After that no MT so slack at study area again. Wah bestbestbest! And talktalk.

Lepas skolah went to BPP and discussed about our class tee. Alamak kecoh boy!

Went home ah lepas tu. Oh yes yes yes yes yes! Lupe nak bilang.

Mr mark, assistant PE teacher asked if i like to run. Then i say yes. Hahaha xD

Big chances track and field uh. Weee best! Dah lamer tau tak run like i used to.

Back in pri skewl. Hahah eh eh teringat pulak! Wuahahahahahahahha xD

Then talked to mr mark and he said besok ade cross country at zhenghua sec.

Aiyoyooo tambi -.-'' Nevermind lah. Haha! Cope aje. Ade seniors jugak mah. Woo.

Going with tarmizi and alisya jugak. Weehuu. Hahahah oke uh pyepye.

Hotmail sudah check. Tinggal fb. Weeeeee wooooooo ^^

Takbole tahan liao!

SPIES & STALKERS.

Tsktsktsktsktsk!

I got spies and stalkers in blog! Aaaaaaaaaaargh!

That's a big word. Alamak! So everything aku post kat private sudah.

Merepek sei ade stalkers and spies and complainers! Geram aje!

Takde mood ah dibuatnyer! Kalau maken worst aku privatekan aje uh! Urgh!

My own family members stalk me! Eeeeik geramnye! Tolong ah tkmoh.

FAVOUR.

Yey!

yayabeyycokjeponn@hotmail.com

I'm starting to go more active nowadays! Weeeeee.

Feel free to contact through hotmail. My email. *look upup* Hoho^^

Si tanggang.

Halu halu people. Skrg yaya tengah tngk si tanggang. Tak paham sngt ah.

Tapi ni si tanggang yang modern uh. Hoho. Tulah.. Banyak buat salah kat mak.

Durhaka sangat-sangat. Apedah. Haiyo. Boleh belajar banyak eh daripada cerita ni.

So tadi skolah as per normal. Something happened and it was weird. Tapi tkpelah.

Had the sports carnival road relay. Geram aje dengan si tarmizi nie tau!

Ade ke patut die letak yaya as first runner? I wanna be like middle punye! Ishk!

But we our class still came in first. Beh bangga ah yaya?! Haha kidding lah!

Skrg tengah boring abis ni. Yey! Camera sony dah boleh digunakan. Haha lol!

The charger sudah dijumpe and i'm charging it now. The thing is memory card 2GB aje.

Kentalan jubs! Haha lol. Abeh i look back at some pictures. Ehemehem haha -.-''

Gambar maseh kental lagi. So skrg nie nak pegi delete lah gambar kat memory card tu.

Beh kan yang bodoh nye is.. Laptop baru nie tkde slot yang besar untk slot the card.

Darah menyirap aje! And my netbook.. Jangan harap! Nampaknye..

Kene lah pakai laptop mak ngah yang slow nak mampus tu. Hehe. So yeah.

Ape saje. Kene off laptop nie pastu pakai the other laptop. Ishk menyusahkan aje!

Whatever lah. Lagipun umi ask me to transfer the pictures to her thumbdrive. Blabla.

Eh, mcm dah lamer sei tk keluar. Boring tau! Humpfh! Takpe. Weekdays melekat at hme.

Weekend ni ape lagi.. Jalan jalan ah! Mendak tau. Aiyoyooo.

Somemore this sat i have blue ribbon nye fund raising. Smue ni tolong untk boys town.

Hoho. Oke ah, gtg already. Nak check facebook lah. Pyepye (:

Tomorrow.

Will post a proper one tomorrow. Went out with fam just now. Bye.
Will update tomorrow and reply tags tomorrow.

3rd post -.-''

Oh yeh! I've got the sky blue freshkon contact lens. Yippee!

Wanna collect somemore. Maybe next misty grey. Idk. Hahahaha yeh^^

Oh yah! I even got my haagen dasz already. Weehuuuuu!

The cookies 'n' cream. Muahahahhahahhahahaha very very very delicious.

This is like the 3rd post. Omfg i'm bored!

I'm so gonna get ya!

Cookies 'n' cream.

I'm so gonna get you in about how many minutes after updating this.

Muahahahahahahahahaha xD

Watch out. Cookie monsta is coming to you baby! Come to mama ^^

P/s

Won't be going to dance cause it's at boon lay. Malas ah.

We'll meet tomorrow alright abng sam. Get well soon yeh dearest bro.

Boringggggg nye!

I miss them.

I miss whom i missed. I miss everything back then when everything was fine.

But nevermind.. I think i'm meeting this three of them soon. It's stepdad's side lah.

Visit them in KL i guess. Jealous! I want that camera. Uh! Whatever eh. Hoho.

Currently chatting with naz ET. Haha! I'm referring to the ET that went over the moon.

Haha! Cause naz looks like ET when he makes a face that looks funny. Lol lah naz!

Mad with naz now. He acts as mutu sami seng. -.-'' and mintak kenal2. Haha!

But i know it's naz. Apelagi, go with the flow ah. Haha! Jokes jokes jokes -.-'' WTH tau!

I'm bored. Ok, i suddenly felt down. Really down. I don't know why. Ishk! )';

Whatever lah. Later have dance. Can meet abng sam. Weeeeeeeeeeee! Huhu.

Just now school was omfg damn fun! Went for the hike. Doesn't seem like one.

My class, 2/2 express and 3NA. Lol lah kan! Alibecks smue ade lah kankankan. Oklah.

As in, the hike was not so fun lah. Learnt about water. WTH -.-'' Padahal for the 3NA EBS.

Beh sec 1 sebok belajar pasal bende ni for what? WTHWTHWTH?! Buang mase jek!

Nenek is otp right now and she's talking very loud. Fuck her! Urgh! I'm done ah. Bye.

You can do it yaya.

Hello babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Alright.. Today school was fun! Weeheee. Tomorrow will be going hiking during PE. For 2 hours i think? Well, yay! Nothing much for today. Haha. I got my art results just now and i passed. Amin. But it wasn't satisfying enough because i still wanted for more marks. Urgh! Nevermind.. I still have the end year exams to go. I promise i'll push myself hard and makesure i pass. With flying colours. Cause soon.. I'm having tuitions and stuff. Gonna get myself really occupied. I'll try not to save a minute or two to check my phone. TRY! Seriously, i don't want to drop or whatsoever it is. I'll try my best and put all my effort. Wednesday for dance, sorry i didn't elaborate. Was tired! Dance practice was fun. I thought it would turn out to be a big big big disaster but it wasn't. It was ok. Learnt new steps and blablabla. Omg! I can do split. A full one. I mean SOON! Gotta keep working hard to do split. Lol. Will be meeting abng sam tomorrow. Yay! Hoho. Alright, i'm bored. What should i do? Tagged is getting boring. Facebook.. Erm ok lah. Next week is the last week of holiday. Weehuuuuu! I wanna wish an advance of..

Happy June holidays!

Advance eh. Hekhek. Can't wait for tomorrow's hike. Yippee! Just now after school, went to BPP with all my babyg. Farah, atikah, bea, nadya and yuna. Fun fun. We cracked jokes and bitch around. Haha! Lol. Went to library and i got this interesting book. Ape lagi, saya sudah jadi ulat buku. Hahahhoho! Yeah. So we read books there and after that went home. Alright i'm done. I need 1.5 litre bottle right now for tomorrow's hike. Fuck! Bye.

Soon.. ( for end year exams. )

- Tuition.

- Studying a lot.

- Libraries.

- Dance.

- CCA.

- Ngaji.

Wah stresssssssssssssssssssss!

I miss this. I miss us.

Semua sudah delete -.-''

Hello people!

Eh eh, yaya got to know that i have spies and stalkers at my blog. Weeee haha best eh having stalkers and spies at my blog. Wakakakakakaka! No need eh i tell who. Just now, i suddenly felt down. Totally down like lost hope. Know what? Umi wants to meet abng sam and blablabla. Alamak! Buat malu aje. Berbual dekat telephone sudah ah! Ni nak gi jumpe ah. Leceh beb. She always don't trust me. Urgh! Boring tau gini mcm. Wanna know something? I have to start..

- bucking up in studies.

- tuition.

- school dance.

- dance.

- ngaji.

Omg! This is like too much already. But urgh i have to do it. Nevermind ah. Cope eh. Pelan pelan kayuh sudah yaya. Don't give up. Haaish.. Nevermind lah. Hope umi won't spoil my day on fri. Damn damn damn kan. Ok ah bye. I really have no mood.

Aku nak mati boleh? Lagi aman kan dekat alam sane.

Everything is changing again. Booohooooooooooooooooooooo )';

Beratnye hati.

Whatever(L)

Helloooooooooooooooooo people (:

Alright, i'm very free now. So who wants to chat better be quick. It's a first-come-first serve basis. Lol kidding! I'm bored. Haven't been eating a lot these days and i have no idea why. Been chatting with adek tonchet cause she needs advise. After that she went signing off crying. I'm sorry adek. Did i hurt you or something? Get back to me soon alright dear. School was fine just now. I mean super fun. Haha. I got my english paper back. Was kinda upset, cause i knew i could buck up and do better. Make sure i buck up. Gotta open up reading books. I got C5 for english. How bad is that? Even though it's O level passers.. I still can do better right. Mother tounge, B2. Buck up again! Urgh. I can get an A2 if i did really well for my mother tounge. Urgh! Still have maths and etc. Maths? Don't talk about it. Hancor kudasai i confirm ya. My blog really getting boring huh? Who cares! Like it read it.. Don't like it, scram it! Haha. Well, i got spammers like again. Wuhahahahaha weeeeee yay! -.-'' Can you give me a reasonable reason? WTH are you babbling about at my tagboard? I like to dance yes why? You have a problem with that? Why? Jealous? Can't dance? Lol! I didn't know it's better to become a prostitute or really becoming prostitute through dancing. Lol! You make me laugh. Yes and i do hate my life but i've gotten over it. I've learnt my mistakes and i realise i do love my life. If i don't, you care? Haha! Kill myself? Lol! I don't want. Still fit to live in this world. Sorry. Well, try your best spamming. I just want to make a quick quick note for the unreasonable spammer in my blog. Don't do it, it's not cool. Instead, fvck a mother bitch! Hahaha. Chao sai, motherfcvking spammer. Thanks for dropping by. Alright, yesterday.. Didn't have plans and i just met baby iqah, eena and brainless boy. I guess that was him. Lol! Well, i missed going out with them to vivo cause i woke up at 3pm. Tsktsktsk! That's so bad. After that met umi and went to take a photo for my passport. Cause she wants to do it online rather than going to ICA. Cause we'll be off to perak by 11 june till 18 june. No worries.. My laptop will still be tagging along. Haha. I mean the netbook one. Not the big one of course! Lol. Met abah on sunday and we talked things out. About my dance and stuff. I love you abah! Abah gave me the permission and i gotta treasure it. Umi has also agree with it but she's cuter. She told me to cope with everything that i want to achieve in life and she told me in one condition that i'll have to start ngaji again since i have stopped. Well sure no problem. It's part of the agama. I'll do it. Alright, i find blogging boring. Whatever. Oh yes, continue spamming cause i won't entertain ya. Hahaha! I love my life and i love dancing and i don't wish to hang around becoming a prostitute. Haha bye.

Mind my pictures. Haha. Belum mandi lagi lah that time. Lol! Masai -.-''

$Kaching$

Morning people, mammals, reptiles, birds and etc. Lol xD

Today, we will be talking about money. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

MONEY. MONEY. MONEY.

Haha kidding! Alright, i am very sure i need money right now. Seriously!

So yaya, you-have-to-stop-buying-unnecessary-stuffs!

And also buying-unnecessary-stuffs-using-your-own-savings. Haha nice!

Yeeeh true true. But still, i'm gonna go shopping.

It's a matter of fact that i won't be using my own money to shop. Yay me! Nyeheheheh.

So, it's time to save money. Muahahahahahhahahahaha xD

Alright, i wanna play the sims. I really need to play the sims. Rindu! Fvck!

I wonder where to go today. Hmm.. Kay byebye.

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry,

show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

Meet again oke.

Hellooooooooooooooooooooooo. Oke gambar like -.-'' Hahahahaha!

Camera kentalan jubo sei. Whatever. Wah, feel like very lazy to post in a good way.

So, random eh? Hhahahahaha! Alright, just now woke up early -.-''

Bath and got ready and met pendek. Rindu lah katekan kan kan kan. Haha.

Waited at 7-11 near the ITE simei. Proceed to pasir ris. Slack slack.

Alamak, pictures senang senang yaya upload oke. Then fir teman go mc'd.

Ramai lah kan orang. So we take away and went to eat at RC. Fir teman. Thankyou!

After that slacked and then we went to downtown. Nyeheheheheh.

Jalan maha jalan. Now, my kaki very the sakit. Wah jialat ah like this. Heheh.

Sorry to all my babyg cause i didn't followed you guys oke. Pasal jumpe si pendek ni.

Hahaha, rindu lah katekan kawan lama saya(:

After that went home and now telling what happened. I'm bored.

Alright i'm done. Dah tkde pape nak story story. Shoo, bye!

Fvck it!

Dance this monday at ODT tanjong pagar. Omg! Aku benci!

FCVK DANCE! :ppppppppppppp

Weeee, finished paper. Slacking now. Meeting buntat. Imissher.

Will post when i get back home. Bbye.

Ain't no mood.

Today i swear i don't have my mood. Feel so blue -.-''

The bad thing is..

I'm having menstruation. FVCK my stomach. Yayyyyyyyyyyyy pain -.-''

I didn't did well for my art exam. Wah ewah ewah.

I didn't get enough sleep before my art exam. What?! 2 hours 30 mins enough ah?!

I'm fvcking bored at home now and i miss wonderous and abng sam.

Meet pretty soon?

The good thing is..

Overcome that motherfvcking pain in the stomach.

I did finished my art work in 2 hours.

I didn't felt very sleepy and i was still hyper.. Yippee!

I'm trying to get more chats right now cause i don't wanna be in boredom.

And and the very happiest thing was..

Yesterday and today.. I got my hotcakes already. Bam! Mamasita baby!

Two days and hotcakes already in my mouth. Yummy!

Oh yes, tomorrow will be last paper. Thurs and fri no school. Mon too!

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Still not ok with stepdad. And umi started her attitude again.

So.. It means it's still not over between the three of us. Wow. Good ah?

Yesterday i did my art prepatory work till 3am and umi did help with the colours.

Thanks umi. But i hate it with her attitude.

It's like my stepdad possessed her with something and made her nasty again. Urgh!

I HATE YOU STEPDAD.

Mostly.. Sorry to danny stepbrother because when there's always a fight.

Between me and stepdad.. You always become the victim. Awww.

But still.. Know what? =))

I still hate your dad more than mine. Awwww yeeeeeah ^^

My dad is way much MORE BETTER than yours danny. Lol! Boo boo boo. Cry ok (:

Alright.. I still need to do my revisions for home econs.

After that.. Pray hard i won't fail my subjects or even drop to NA or NT.

That would be a very very very BIG curse. Damn damn damn!

Umi has been planning to send me to tuition. Yay? Lol.

Overall.. Maths and science suck to the fvcking core (: I hate both of it.

But still.. I hate stepdad more. Hohohohohohohoho.

I wouldn't have regarded him as my second dad if it's not for umi -.-''

Cross fingers that i can go out tomorrow alright. If not ah.. Wahpiang sian ah!

I'm in totaly boredom right now and my stomach is like fvckfvckfvckfvck. Yay. Sialan.

I'm done. I'm lazy damn lazy these days. Bye.

Put it to an end.

Hello people on earth!

Alright.. I know my post is damn boring. Don't like, don't read. Heh.

Right now.. I'm not celebrating mother's day and i wonder why. Hmm.. Why?

I only gave umi a hug and a cake. Advance. So? It will be merrier to celebrate today.

Too bad.. It's not 100% ok. But never the less.. I enjoyed my day today.

I woke up and waited for people to ask me out or chilling.

But there was none. Amazing huh? -.-'' Then i decided to return a library book.

That i borrowed as it was already dued. Hehehehe. I didn't eat for that part of the day.

After that, went home and there was no food. Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy -.-''

Went to meet the wandrez crew at the CC and i get to meet abng sam! Omg!

I miss him. He's a very good leader in wandrez crew. Talked things out.

I miss wandrez crew ))))))))))))))))))))))))))';

I treat abng sam just like own brother and he too, vice versa you see.

They went up to the stage and dance it out! Nyahahahahahahah. Damn good ^^

It was for mother's day and the celebration was fun.

Met cousin ridhalfi, atok and opah. Miss opah. She hugged and kissed me.

Awwwwwww, sweet (:

Then ended and we went to eat at fork and spoon. Abng sam treat me ^^

And the others. Hehe. I had fun with them. Totally! They make me laugh i swear.

After that went home and hear i'm typing out these stories.

I need to revise for science and need to complete my prep work. Urgh!

Need to bring my laptop to do my prep work. Damn it! Fvck it! Suck it! Urgh!

Broadband! Mane kau? Keluar ah! Hilang lagi! Fuck you broadband.

I ♥♥♥♥♥♥ wandrez crew.

Ok ok alright!

Hello like again! Muahahahhaha xD

Alright, i'm damn bored right now. Waiting for my messages to be replied. Urgh!

Watching avatar like again. Hahah. I told ya i never ever get bored watching it again and again.

I didn't follow umi, stepdad and his family cause i don't wish to see stepdad.

I ain't ok with him. But with umi.. It's fine already. I gave her a cake just now.

Hugged her and wished her a happy mother's day. Yay me! Lol. Mission accomplished.

Nyahahahahaa. Ibu has gone home already. Grrrrrrrrrr! I wanna be avatar can?

Nyahahahahahah! Lol. Alright, wanna update my private blog. Weehee!

Bye. Pictures will get from facebook once i've been tagged.

Insya'allah.

* looking at cake.

* mother's day cake and didi's birthday cake.



Need to complete my prep work. Urgh!

Still not okay.

♥Nur Syairah

Hello lovely sweetest readers or people. Nyahahaha. Check time - 1.41pm.

Haha! Slow ah me? I woke up at 1.18pm. Still remembering. Hahaha! Stepdad's not home.

Yayyyyyyyyyyy! Peace. No fears. Still not okay with umi and stepdad.

Umi is trying to talk to me like how we used to but i wouldn't. I just kept quiet everytime.

And if she asked me something. Would just reply only short words.

"Biaselah, sepatah perkataan je."

Like..

"Ah."

"Mmmm.."

"Tak uh."

And stuffs. But with my -.-'' face. Hahah perangai eh yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa xD

I got scolding from BenTen yesterday. Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy -.-''

Cause i sacrificed just for a friend that made me homelate and got scolding.

Wow! Extra scolding. Lucky me my dad didn't scold me. In fact, he gave me a sweet msg.

And i melt. My heart melt more than anyone could gave me that msg.

Even though it's a simple one.. * smiles *

The others aren't home except for me, danny and umi.

Ibu's gonna be here to celebrate her son birthday. Yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Now the question is..

Will i tag along with stepdad, his family and umi for a two celebration?

I wonder hows the situation is gonna go after this. Bad? Worst? Good? Perfect? Urgh!

I miss abah but still not ready to meet him again this time.

Danny is sleeping right now. Nyahahahahah more peace. I was sleeping and he went to me.

In fact, over me! Damn you little baby. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

I swear i'm missing hotcakes at mc'd. I always woke up late! How how how?

I wanna eat hotcakes! Urghhhhhhhhhhhhh! Alright, next time wake up early ah yaya.

Then i can go get myself some hotcakes at the mc'd. Yay me!

Alright.. Now, i'm waiting for umi to bath and the others to get home.

I'm still not happy with umi and stepdad.

Happy 5th birthday to Andhri Syafi! Correct? Lol! Nyahahahah.
He lovesssssssssssssssss BenTen. Like me like me like me like me! Hoho.
But i love you more didi than BenTen. Haha kidding!
Be a good boy always alright didi. Love you cousin ^^ Hehe.



Old picture. Kawen ah lagi -.-''
Happy mother's day umi. Be happy always. Blablabla.
Love you. Bye.
Umi♥

Happy mother's day to all the mother's out there.

May you have a very blessing and a happy mother's day celebration.

Amin.

Happy mother's day♥♥

Yayyyyy?

Tagboard is alright already. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Thanks guys for cheering me up. Love you guys always alright.

Oh yes, fuck stomach ache!

Cause i was doing my maths paper and suddenly my stomach buat hal -.-''

Abah msg me saying that always remember that he loves me.

I love you too abah. More than anything else.

♥♥♥

Abah.

Quarter pounder?

Hello sweetheart..

Well, i just wanna say that i hope atok abas will rest in peace on the other side of the world.

Nenek, umi, bibik and mak ngah are over at nek salmah's house.

I thought of going there later cause it's just nearby my house. They made a gathering.

For atok abas. Nenek told me that atok abas had gone this morning at 7.30am.

I was utterly shocked. Even though we are not extremely close.. We are a family.

Just now, i had my maths paper. But before that, i slept in the bus.

I was very tired as i didn't had enough sleep. My eyes were very black already.

I think i need more rest. I was very moody at the morning as i kept rewinding the problems.

I couldn't concentrate on my first maths paper. But i managed to pull it through.

I did managed to overcome all my fears and sadness and did my very best.

For my second paper. Eventually, i did tried my best for paper one.

Had cheese fries for recess. Didn't had much. I don't have any appetite.

After school, went to BPP to get another angklet bracelet. Yay! New one.

I kept on telling atikah that i heard bells. Haha. After that slacked awhile.

Then went to khalisah's house and we played blind-and-mice.

"Perangai kanak-kanak sei." :p So? Buey song ah?! Nyahahahahah!

After that went home and met ajid outside the mc'd. Took my quarter pounder.

Waited for the bus but it was late. So ajid walk me home.

But then halfway walking, we say the bus and quickly ran for it. Haha -.-''

Went home and i thanked him for the quarter pounder. Thanks ajid! Haha.

Ate my quarter pounder just now. Yummmmmmmmmmmmmy ^^

Alright i'm done.. I need to finish my prep work. Tues is my art exam.

Toodles.

Btw, what's up with the tagboard? Perangai like urgh omg!

Umi.

* Cry

Umi, me or stepdad? Am i such a bad daughter for the three of you?

Yes, i know i was rude. I know i was rebellious. But it wasn't intentionally from my heart.

I couldn't take it and i have to let it out.

Like nenek says.. "Kau dengan umi same aje.. Selalu pendam dalam hati dan tak nak bilang."

Yes, i'm weak. Very weak. I know i shouldn't have rebelled..

But i couldn't hang on it. My heart is drowned full of lies and stuffs. I can't do this.

So, just now.. Was the moment i rebelled my own umi.. The one that gave birth to me.

I went home late and i got scolding from stepdad. My curfew time was already over.

I was late for home about 18 mins. I remembered. And i got scolding.

Just because of 18 mins. I went inside the room and tears were flowing.

Umi looked at me with her stepdad's side face. Well, i know i losed. I know i couldn't fight.

Umi was always on stepdad's side.

I told umi only abah understands me. Only abah understand being late for just 18 mins.

At least.. I'm not a daughter who goes around finding faults.. Creating problems..

Or even rebelled you more than you could have thought.

I respect every time you gave me and i did my best to cope with the time given.

I know i've been doing this mistake a couple of times.. But understand.

You didn't even appreciate the fact that i was rushing like a mad girl.

Umi, you aren't fair. You were never like this until the day you met stepdad.

All you could do to me is lie.. You lied to me every single thing. You covered up.

You even made me accept him as my stepdad regardless of who he was.

Remember? Remember you were the one who wasn't strong for your love.

You couldn't fight for your right when you were with abah.

What you did was let that stepdad enter your life even he knows you are married.

Even has a daughter.. The one you always pampered.

Does that stepdad guy have a heart? Wow! So deeply in love till he wants you?

He should have gave you advise to be strong at work but then.. He stepped into you and love you.

Is he stupid? Or something is wrong with him?

I regret having a bad mouth stepdad. All he could do was call out abah's name.

All he could shout to me was..

"Senang kau tinggal dengan BAPAK kau lah!"

Excuse me? Bapak kau? It's raizal. Not bapak kau. Does he have a heart?

Mind him will he? He shouted that at my face? Wow! Amazing.

What if he was abah right now? And all umi could do is, shut her mouth.

Can you fight for me at least once? You never will right?

Cause you're just too scared to lose this husband of yours huh?!

All you could do is listen to what he says and demands. What?! What am i then?

I am the victim here.

You are making me move here and there just because of a custody.

You really want me to be transferred to abah's hand and will never meet your daughter again?

I'm really sure you will never ever meet me again and will regret!

Cause once i go.. I'm sure i'm not gonna return and see all of you. Deal? Think umi.

Now, you only love danny and dinara. You know what? I'm jealous.

Very jealous. I'm your first daughter. Your love fades.

And know what? I'm stupid i let you marry stepdad. Stupid me.

Everyday keeps me stressing. Right now, tok abas is already "nazak."

Tok abas.. Mama's father. Well, may you rest well in the other world tok.

Umi, i hope you realise what you did. I hope you can be more fair this time.

Soon, it's gonna be mother's day and i don't know what's happening.

Umi.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!

Alaaaaaaaaaaaamak!

Stressed out man! I even haven't finished my prep work for art.

E-learning.. No assignments uploaded yet by teachers. Waiting waiting -.-''

I only like done the introduction for the prep work.

And i still need to do revision for history and geography. Omg! Urgh!

I tell you ah.... -.-''

Express is damn sickening man!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh nak mati!

Tomorrow is history and geography paper. Good luck guys! Nyahah -.-''

Tomorrow after school i'm sure gonna really complete my prep work. Urgh!

Keh bye.

Troublesome lah.

Afternoon lovelies.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, there's no school today. Yippee!

But the thing is that.. I have to complete some of the followings..

E-learning.

Art prep work.

Revision for history.

Revision for geography.

iPod things.

Isn't today the boring day of my life? Yes yes yes oh yes! But nevermind. Bear with it.

People at MSN are disturbing me. I'm busy. Don't you guys get my PM?

"Multi-tasking" dumb! Urgh!

I'm so pissed of with nenek. She hasn't been talking to me.

Ok, i'm starting my moodswings already. I hate it when i have moodswings.

Atok is very ill yet he does the house chores like carrying heavy boxes.

And gets scolding sometimes by nenek. Gosh! Pity atok.

Nenek is very bossy type of person. She only makes a good r/s with me when she wants to..

Erm nevermind lah. Alright go to go. Need to complete all those stuffs.

Bye lovelies.

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