why?

why is it whenever there are functions held by my dad's side i won't be informed. did they forget me? or if they don't bother informing me? even celebrating my dad's birthday (not supposed to celebrate yet), they don't inform. am i supposed to check on them everyday and update myself for what's coming up? how sad. i feel left out... dad's birthday is in 3 days time and i've got things planned in my head but then when i see the photos of the advanced celebration i feel like i've wasted my life away. i know i can still do something for him but it would mean only the both of us. sounds cheesy but i really want to see my dad smile and celebrate his birthday the way that he will remember what i've done for him for all his life. i want him to say, in the future, "kakak, do you remember the times when you got me a cake for my birthday and you went to surprise me blablabla...." yeah i would love to hear that in the future. maybe i can still pull off something. make a plan. i've made plans for hadi's birthday too and i hope i can succeed and surprise and make him happy and... the same thing i want to hear from hadi which is "hey, do you remember when you blablabla..." yeah you guys get it. it's my first time doing something for a very dear friend and i hope i can make someone smile and show them how much they mean something to me. cheesy? haha.

3 more days to architects!!!!! (stoked as fuck)

3 more days to my dad's official a-year-older birthday!

2 more days to my mum's official a-year-old birthday!

this week's gonna be tight!

p/s: not good at paragraphing. sorry!