i've been thinking of moving on to wordpress but i think i'm better off here. or maybe i should move to wordpress... okay maybe not, maybe yes. what a fuss, even little things like this can make me think so hard. anyway things going around me has been fine only that i've been falling out of love instead of in. it seems like i can't be bothered anymore after countless times of trying to be able to be in a steady relationship. well i guess it can't be helped and i think it's still best for me to be single and learn as much as i can from heartbreaks, making it a lesson for me to learn about independence, trust and comfort... and more?? it's already the middle of June and i haven't really done anything productive. this is the holidays but then again i want a productive holiday and at the same time having the time of my life. the only thing i recall doing almost everyday is.. going out, watch bleach at home and spending most of my time tweeting. how is that even productive? hmm... i don't even remember about school assignments and i've neglected my books and studying although it's the holidays now. how weird.. because i should be focusing on my weaker subjects now that i'm having holidays and i have a lot of time to do so each and every day..
some things are distracting my mind but girls.. they always have all sorts of problems. be it with a boy, be it with a friend, be it with anything that is called a problem. probably the main problem is unstable relationships. i've been having unstable relationships with a guy and it's so hard to picture myself happily with another boy after a year or so of not having a companion. guy companion. i just hope things will go smoothly for me the next few days or so.. leaving me a good impression on a whole new experience. as for now, i'm just going to stay calm and do as much as i can to make everyday of my life a satisfaction for me to indulge in. i've always wanted to do things for a reason...
goodnight xoxo
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