corrupted

i really don't know what has gotten into me these few days..

i can't take it any longer if it happens everyday.

it's like mourning over someone's death every single night when it isn't.

i feel like i won't have any bf anymore because i am corrupted.

that's what i think of myself..

and i don't wanna stay this way. it feels like there's a boulder of curse on me..

i don't know what to do and if i know what to do, i don't know how i'm gonna do it.

i am generally losing hope on everything