rejuvenate-in-progress

lately i have been occupied almost everyday with school activities and i've been doing my homework. well that's a good news but i am still procrastinating on doing my physics homework. what is wrong with me? guess i need a break. but actually break time is over it's now time to start this brain working. looks like this is gonna be a new thing that i have to get used to. well not a new thing but something i have to pick up again to become a habit

corrupted

i really don't know what has gotten into me these few days..

i can't take it any longer if it happens everyday.

it's like mourning over someone's death every single night when it isn't.

i feel like i won't have any bf anymore because i am corrupted.

that's what i think of myself..

and i don't wanna stay this way. it feels like there's a boulder of curse on me..

i don't know what to do and if i know what to do, i don't know how i'm gonna do it.

i am generally losing hope on everything

Fixed 2 - Juliet Elliott Fixed Gear London Charge Bikes, tricks HD

my inspiration :') she inspires me to keep riding

sunday cruising

had a really great sunday cruising with hadi though there were problems. looking forward to cruise with him again because clearly nobody else will cruise with me in the morning. goodnight everyone

Lykke Li - Until We Bleed

cold

my stepdad is in china now

and he says it's -0.5 degrees. imagine that man

-0.5 degrees... wish i was there

instead of being here in this hot and humid country

well i want the weather only not the hectic situation there

i wonder if it's snowing...

town.. town.. town

i went to town today. and that's all.. i think i'm sick of going to town so i should go some other locations next time (or rather weekends)

how..to..accomplish..this

i can't seem to put my mind at ease. i left my physics file under my desk thinking that it was empty without my notes. now i don't know what to do though i have my textbook (doesn't really help with the way i study). what should i do? my notes are the most important resources. i am seriously in a chaotic situation. i have no other choice but to study tomorrow (last minute studying) before the test. i really hate that but it's better than any other alternatives because i don't wanna risk failing my physics test anymore

countless

"don't choose the better guy. choose the guy that will make you the better girl.."

how many times must i remind myself this before i get the guy who will make me the better girl? i got myself into a complex-ed situation and now i don't know what to do. i'm not doing any good anymore in my love relationship.