updates.

hi guys.

so this week has been quite tough for me. well not really that tough but it's just that i have been busy. tight schedule. i'm excited to tell you guys that i'm getting a dslr. (stoked) it's the nikon D3100. well i just wanted to update you guys what has been happening for this few days. BTW there was a streaming talk early in the morning just now and i swear i feel like i want to freak out.. it's like, the feeling when you want to shout out loud badly. it's like all my fears are hiding in me but at the same time it just wants to escape this little red heart. maybe some of you guys think streaming isn't important but it is because whatever i decide to take up next year will determine what course i can opt when i want to go for some poly. like if i want to take some course like engineering or something like that, i need a good math result. which i think consists of elementary math and additonal math. i can't cope with elementary math and what if i take additional math? EW. my algebra concept isn't strong. well most of the courses that i have seen in the poly magazine, it shows that you need to pass either elementary or additional math. well that sounds like a killer to me. well good luck. but if i wanna take up like mass communication, tourism & resorts management, early psychology thingy or blabla i guess i need to get a good score for my english or POA? IDK. well i thought of choosing combination 2 which consists of combined science and there's art (i love art), POA, literature and some other sub. well to be honest i love literature because there's a lot of reading to do and i love reading and mainly because i want to read romeo and juliet. everyone knows romeo and juliet but do you know what's the depth of the story? that is why taking up lit is definitely what i am interested in. even if i can take pure science, (maybe) i doubt i would be taking that. like pure chem pure physics. omg that's the killer. time for me to prepare for the worst. IDK why but i'm panicking on the fact that my EOY is coming near and my confidence isn't here. i need a boost, really

goodnight