...sometimes i wonder why these days those girls out there are so chic. i'm not chic i'm so outdated like zzzzz i'm like from the dinosaur century aiya. 8 more days to being single for 5 months and guess what? i feel the satisfaction i guess it is really hard to move on right to get over someone is like having your feet accidently cut by a broken piece of glass and the cut is deep. i feel like mine has a deep cut in it but it's curing. the thing about me is that my heart won't open to anyone right now. 'he' is trying to make me happy and feel love from me but honestly i can't open my heart to anyone. i'm such a clueless and boring person zzzzzzz. i'm broke like super broke and my teddy bank is like only $11 or $12 bucks?! or maybe less?! what is wrong with me. i'm super broke which means i have to save more money rather than spending my money on food and food makes me gain weight right. so why not i save my money and eat at home or don't eat or eat a bit or just drink or eat yogurt. haha okay i am so ridiculous. speech day is around the corner and marching is so so so nob in front of parents + hot guys + friends + teachers + hot teachers=super nob. even the guy at the band is hot. okay wait don't assume that by me saying those people are hot means i like them. come on, i am nonchalant. oh plus wearing redcross uniform which will make me look like a nurse nob but my friends says i will look sexy. which i prefer saying it to me as sexy=not sexy. lets see how i look like with flat cap (cadets cap) + uniform + high socks + black boots. nob. super nob. it's like contrary. okay it's 8pm on the nose now and it's time to read my novel. i'm reading 'be careful what you wish for' by alexandra potter. wow. quit a great book filled with wishes and wishes that are realistic. my realistic wish is, i hope everything will end smoothly like the nationals and speech day and hope the man of my dreams come to me. ok not really come. zzzzzzz.
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