shells.

yey at last mawar will be ditched and melati will get to live happily with her real parents. okay i am so engrossed in the movie mawar melati on sensasi gagaga anyway i did nothing today. okay i did but i didn't went out. only went to lan and played blackshot like usual and went home with aidil. he bought me peach tea which is so generous but at the same time mean because he didn't want me to drink his water like last week. he gave me his nob picture but it was cute anyway and i was like zzzzzzz but i took it. fetched bestfriend and jun hong at streetz and we sat outside my house. and guess what?! bestfriend admitted he had sharper nipples than mine lol okay this is so !@#?$% but my bestfriend is a guy okay lol. so today.. is dull. okay i wanna go 7-11 and buy gs and then 8.30pm on the nose, they wanna switch off the lights cause it's earth hour yey dark madness. bye !

disgusting.

hi i've got nothing to update my mind is turned off. the only thing now is that my step gerek bestfriend is outside my house now entertaining me. aiya this is boring. idk wadaf is he doing. but it's okay.. he's here to entertain aka visit me. okay bye he's bugging me to switch off the laptop zzzzzzzz --

rindu.

even though what's left between me and him are just memories, both of you will not be forgotten. no one is an island. remember that. entot, quickly get out of the girls' home and meet me. missing you now. it's been long since we had an open conversation. today is the only day i'm home early. i wish everyday was like today. no runs, no march, no swimming but just relaxing. everything is havoc. i hope it will be a free day tomorrow too for me. once speech day and nationals is over, definitely gotta spend my time away doing nonsense at home. like wasting my time but i must remember my responsibility as a student to complete my homework. (nob)

anyway i skipped the book 'be careful what you wish for' by alexandra potter and started 'the short second life of bree tanner' by stephanie mayer. vampires, again. i think i'm totally into the virtual world. it doesn't exist O.O if it is, i will be 12345678? to declare the bite to being vampire. LOL. i think books about vamps make my eyes glued to every of its page. (zzzzz.. i totally forgot what should i type next. probably i'm going to remember after i publish it but neh, not gonna edit. just stay tuned for the next boring post that you all never ever will read.)

crikey.

...sometimes i wonder why these days those girls out there are so chic. i'm not chic i'm so outdated like zzzzz i'm like from the dinosaur century aiya. 8 more days to being single for 5 months and guess what? i feel the satisfaction i guess it is really hard to move on right to get over someone is like having your feet accidently cut by a broken piece of glass and the cut is deep. i feel like mine has a deep cut in it but it's curing. the thing about me is that my heart won't open to anyone right now. 'he' is trying to make me happy and feel love from me but honestly i can't open my heart to anyone. i'm such a clueless and boring person zzzzzzz. i'm broke like super broke and my teddy bank is like only $11 or $12 bucks?! or maybe less?! what is wrong with me. i'm super broke which means i have to save more money rather than spending my money on food and food makes me gain weight right. so why not i save my money and eat at home or don't eat or eat a bit or just drink or eat yogurt. haha okay i am so ridiculous. speech day is around the corner and marching is so so so nob in front of parents + hot guys + friends + teachers + hot teachers=super nob. even the guy at the band is hot. okay wait don't assume that by me saying those people are hot means i like them. come on, i am nonchalant. oh plus wearing redcross uniform which will make me look like a nurse nob but my friends says i will look sexy. which i prefer saying it to me as sexy=not sexy. lets see how i look like with flat cap (cadets cap) + uniform + high socks + black boots. nob. super nob. it's like contrary. okay it's 8pm on the nose now and it's time to read my novel. i'm reading 'be careful what you wish for' by alexandra potter. wow. quit a great book filled with wishes and wishes that are realistic. my realistic wish is, i hope everything will end smoothly like the nationals and speech day and hope the man of my dreams come to me. ok not really come. zzzzzzz.

shit.

seriously i don't know wadafuck is wrong with me gosh. i'm like super bored i've been staying home for like days and i went out for like only 2 days out of 7 days. that's the shit. i've got to be fully committed to cca trainings and also track and field trainings. plus projects and stuff. urgh why is life like this? ):

weird.

life is giving me thousands of reasons to cry but i'm showing life thousands of reason to smile. it takes me strength and courage to do that. he's not for me, so why bother running to him. i bet i've got lots of better things to do, right? life is so uneven not even stable right now but i'm trying to make it stable, accept all the fate. school starts tomorrow and that is intense i'm telling you. i even got maths test tomorrow wadafuck and i haven't even studied yet. gosh what is wrong with me?! blackshot has fully controlled my life but lets take a step back, look on the bright side and let life control blackshot. tomorrow will be a new day. keep it fresh. i've been wanting to collect hindustan movies. okay i know i am so last year but i've lost all the hindustan movies except for kal ho na ho omg i am so last year am i? lol. okay lets keep it tracking again. alright, gtg. bye.

dead.

firstly gumgum, sorry for leaving my blog not updated. so, your request has been finally granted and i've updated. i'll try to keep it rolling okay dude. i feel so blank and empty now. i want to go shopping asap! my wardrobe is so super dull must update like a lot of things okay seriously. the trend is getting hotter now huh better not left out HAHA. i've been spending my time on the net, homeworks (easy) and blackshot. must not leave blackshot. ever. i'll update if there's anything for sure but for now, gotta go to yana's house to complete some stupid geography projects and complete my mother tongue homework. feel so lazy but, it'll help sooner or later. bye!

i miss snoopy a lot.

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hi guys i've been wondering what to blog about and so, i found something very interesting(not really interesting as what you thought it is.) which is about my horoscope.
mine is aquarius what's yours?

oh before that lets see what did i do today..
so i woke up early in the morning which is a good thing and i played black ops with riyan because my stepdad bought ps3. after having so much good time of killing zombies, it was proved that i was good at headshot while riyan is good at killing a lot of zombies which is a bigger advantage for him because it doesn't matter if you can headshot a zombie many times. the matter is, you shot, the zombie dies (Y).
nenek called us and we went to foodcourt to have lunch then we grabbed money and went to tanjong to play blackshot. that was my first try out. ok i'm quite what they call that.. "noob." not really so much of a "noob" but just mayb 10% "noob?" or not. it doesn't really matter but at least i shot some people and played in some rooms with different people playing blackshot. don't get me wrong this game may be totally addictive but like i've reminded myself, studies. i've been doing good and the thing i want is that.. i hope my game freak like guy attitude won't destroy my future. sad.
me and riyan went home and we were lucky it rained when we already got into the house and we continued killing zombies (Y) then played winning eleven=soccer and shouted like barbarians. it's normal, soccer.

ok now, lets head on to my expert horoscope file cey no lah. it's just my horoscope, the more about me part. yey.

aquarians..
they are extremely independent, they just will not be tied down for long. their firm views and opinions can change to stubbornness if they are pushed into a corner. nevertheless they are faithful and supportive in the RIGHT relationship. even though they may get thoroughly involved within a relationship, aquarians need to preserve their privacy and independence.

aquarians bright side..
they are lively, inventive and oh so original! sailing in the opposite direction to the crowd comes naturally to aquarians. in fact this does not worry them as they are always out of step with the world because they think ahead of their time and revel in anything different. as aquarius thinks today, so the world will think tomorrow. aquarius is the most happily eccentric sign in the zodiac. although it may be very difficult to get close to an aquarian, the fixed sign is loyal and faithful. should you ask an aquarian for help, you will immediately get it and all promises will be kept(at some point in the future.) however please note that a helpful aquarian is very averse to being deliberately used. aquarius is adept at taking information from several channels and processing all the numbers to see the big picture and they do this while you think they are ignoring you! sometimes this information is seemingly detected on their own private radar.
humanitarian, friendly, independent, quirky, willing, progressive, an original thinker, inventive, creative, loyal, idealistic yet rational.

aquarians dark side..
they are very unpredictable, they can be chaotic or calm, stubborn or flexible, rebellious or helpful depending on how they feel and what their own senses tell them. this is a sign which can in extremes be totally dedicated to being unconventional. being weird the other way round. this is a sign which can become detached to the point of coldness, stuck in a rigid and unrecognisable pattern. aquarius has no care for what the world thinks and logically pursues their own set of social values. the isolation this brings is often a surprise despite the super reliance on other senses, they can miss the obvious.
very unpredictable, eccentric, rebellious, contrary, tactless, stubborn, perverse, emotionally oblivious.

aquarians ailments..
injuries to lower legs, ankle problems, poor circulation, varicose veins, blood disorders, nervous disorders, sheer lack of sleep.

aquarians beneficial foods..
pomegranates and pineapples.

aquarians are most compatible with..
libra-superlative.
aquarius-truly out of this world.
gemini-best friends first, everything else follows.
aries-intriguingly lively.
leo-entertaining, at opposite ends of the rope.

aquarians absolutely no chance!
scorpio-conflict turns to war.
taurus-the unstoppable force meets the immovable object.
virgo-little harmony, too much constriction.
cancer-hurtful.
capricorn-sticky, unless you speak earth sign.

that's that about my horoscope. tell me what's yours so who knows i can blog your horoscope for you and see who i'm compatible with or absolutely the no chance. ycb is compatible. yey (Y)
time to watch shark tales at channel 5 sho cute. fishes!
bye.

keeps getting better.

hi ok so now my cousin is bugging me to help edit his photo.

i wish he didn't came here after playing takraw. idiot.

so it's officially the march holidays so enjoy your holidays ok guys!

i hope i can have a meaningful holiday.

there's track and field trainings and akira swift competition, which is track too.

but i will still manage my time because i want to meet ycb yey.

i have to complete homeworks and projects too. sucks.

and i passed all my subjects which is a big big leap yey i'm gonna continue working hard.

my stepdad bought ps3 already which means i can play black ops and use ps3 network.

ok i'm waiting for him to come back home bye.

(i'm updating my private blog now bye.)

mindset.

my blog is like a super major dead blog. it's like there's no one reading or maybe not a lot of people is reading it. the worst part of all is, no one is tagging me. i don't have my readers anymore. i lose out but it's ok. the blogging spirit is still on. i have been sick for the past few days and i didn't attend school today and went to the poly and fcuk the doctor only gave 1 day for mc which means i still have to attend school tomorrow. bitch.

...right now, i'm dying in boredom.

why does rules applies even when i'm sick? like i can't go out and stuff. this is such a boring life i tell you and no one is entertaining me except for facebook. even my bb is quite like there's no calls or text messages and i hate it when i eat the medicine the doctor gave and it causes drowsiness because when it causes drowsiness you will sleep and you'll waste your i d k how many hours of 'you.can.do.anything.you.like' hour. hmm maybe... maybe there's a reason behind it. ok i'm waiting for ycb to online he's so so late like zzzzz and i dozed off just now waiting for him and he still doesn't appear fcuk. i wish ycb or someone could babysit me all day long k.
(bahahaha in my dreams!)

fuck flu.

changing this blogskin was a test for me as i was impatient but then i chilled down and got it done(not really done la actually). i've gotten flu after the camp and this sucks because i cough like i was going to puke out some shit and keep sneezing unnecessarily. wow some shit happened to me just now ok only lyndra and some people who saw it knows and oh + the uncles' in the taxis' waiting for passenger. fuck. lyndra better keep this shut man ok the shit was pretty shit and what i mean by shit it was bad bad bad times like a million of times k. k i'm done blogging because i d k what to post anymore and fuck why they don't sell bb curve 8520 cute cute casings. go fuck sia go die k phone shop i curse you that no people go your shop idiot i want to buy bb curve casing then don't have ahhh cheat my feelings ah k bye.