Not fair :/

I still remember what you and him said.

Only that. And i can recall. But you're being not fair.

I've achieved something for you and him.. But it seems.....

Like you don't appreciate everything..

Cause all you wanted from me was more. Right?

Now i know what's the reason for why stepdad's avoiding me :/

And the feeling was excruciating..

I've tried all my very best in my studies and i got promoted.

Let me repeat, promoted..

And now, it hurts to know that you always wanted to more.

Cause i remembered...

"As long as irah dapat stay express, i'm happy for you."

And now, that i've maintained everything, all i get was crying myself out.

I had a mother daughter argument.. I wanna share..

......................................

Me: I seriously want that. Furthurmore, i maintained express.

Umi: Yes, but you did drop most of your subjects.

Me: Yes, i know but i maintained.

-Paused-

Me: So why is uncle different? He doesn't talk to me like he does..

Umi: Cause he hates seeing your results even if you maintained.

Me: What?! That's not fair. What the both of you wanted was for me to maintained and you didn't asked for more than that. And now that i've achieved what you wanted, everything's like this.

Umi: Yes. And that's also because i hate that you're going ibu and ayah's place.

Me: That has got nothing to do with my results! I came after hols.

Umi: Yes, but i hate it!

Me: But now i'm home!

*Cry*

-End-

I hate the fact that we argue. Partly because of him!

I HATE MY LIFE NOW.