Bersyukur.

Being greedy isn't good. Exactly! Being greedy isn't good! Hmm..

In spite of having myriads of persuasion, it still didn't work out.

I am still waiting for the sims to be downloaded but it took ages. Yes ages.

But hey, look on the bright side, i'm getting the sims disc for my pc tomorrow.


Okay, i guess i shouldn't blog more crap for now.

Pizza's for late dinner! Can't wait for mr pizza to deliver it. Haha!

Tomorrow, going to get the sims disc and new make-up stuffs please!

Awesome i guess huh? /m\

Oh yes yes! Is my blog getting dull? Cause i don't blog happily?

Okay what the hell. Seriously, is it even dull? Hope not.

Tag me please! And ask questions.

A day without questions is a day without answers.

Hahahaha wtf?! Goodbye!

Not fair :/

I still remember what you and him said.

Only that. And i can recall. But you're being not fair.

I've achieved something for you and him.. But it seems.....

Like you don't appreciate everything..

Cause all you wanted from me was more. Right?

Now i know what's the reason for why stepdad's avoiding me :/

And the feeling was excruciating..

I've tried all my very best in my studies and i got promoted.

Let me repeat, promoted..

And now, it hurts to know that you always wanted to more.

Cause i remembered...

"As long as irah dapat stay express, i'm happy for you."

And now, that i've maintained everything, all i get was crying myself out.

I had a mother daughter argument.. I wanna share..

......................................

Me: I seriously want that. Furthurmore, i maintained express.

Umi: Yes, but you did drop most of your subjects.

Me: Yes, i know but i maintained.

-Paused-

Me: So why is uncle different? He doesn't talk to me like he does..

Umi: Cause he hates seeing your results even if you maintained.

Me: What?! That's not fair. What the both of you wanted was for me to maintained and you didn't asked for more than that. And now that i've achieved what you wanted, everything's like this.

Umi: Yes. And that's also because i hate that you're going ibu and ayah's place.

Me: That has got nothing to do with my results! I came after hols.

Umi: Yes, but i hate it!

Me: But now i'm home!

*Cry*

-End-

I hate the fact that we argue. Partly because of him!

I HATE MY LIFE NOW.

Can't wait!

I miss having so much fun with abah and now we are apart.

I mean, apart like.........

We don't keep in touch again and it's like the tie is breaking apart.

But no matter what, i won't let that happen between daddy and daughter.

Sorry for the MIA attitude. Well.............

There are a couple of things to blog about. Hmm....................

Firstly, i had definitely deleted a stalker or the spy....

In my facebook. About the one that i said that stalks and talk about me.

To someone. Like he's working for it. Bleargh :/

Secondly, i'm glad that umi has started to glue up with me again.

After all the while she hasn't been hugging or kissing me.

And at last.. We talked, gossip and yeah. Mother and daughter again.

Thirdly, stepdad is definitely strange. He's not getting any closer.

But goin further. He sometimes work overseas and have no time for me.

And i've been trying to talk to him again......

But it seems like i can't. Hmm. I should try again. Insya'allah.

Fourthly, i had a great day out. Everything went well.

Like how i planned. I mean, my weekend.

I watched rapunzel on saturday at woodlands with bestfriend.

Gosh, i must say the movie is really great. Cathay was superb! Thumbs up.

Let's give it two thumbs up? Haha.

Fifth, i spent great quality time with my cousins!

I mean my crystal cousins. Hehe. Aw, love them much.

Took photos just now and yeah! Had lots of fun.

With epp, mel, danish and the others. Sadly, danny caldera wasn't around.

But, it's okay! Gonna meet my awesome cousin! Him i mean.

Last but not least!

Gonna meet cousin danny caldera tomorrow.

And cousin trisyia monsta and not to forget elle! Hehe. Can't wait.

At last! Gosh. Miss them. Aw aw aw. Haahahaha!

See! Check out everything that i've listed.

Gosh, how can my day get any better? o.O

Okay, this week is superbly great! Had lots of fun!

With my beloved people.

Well, what can i say. I'm blessed with the greatest people around me.

Thank you Allah.

Tag me please! I love today! Hehe. Alright, gtg!

Oh na na!

I think i'm crazy? Or i am in insomnia? Gosh :\

Cause i can't sleep. Weird me. Umi is also not asleep.

Playing her iPhone game. It's okay, at least i have my wonderful mum here.

I guess i can't wait to go shopping? Okay so weird.

Cinnamon melts was superb. And mc'spicy too. Okay i'm crazy? :\

Stepdad is away to work. KL i think? Hope he's fine.

Going to ibu's house soon. Miss ika, mel and epp. Can't wait to meet them.

Awesome cousins.

I'm not sure if i'm bringing my laptop over. Hmm..

Uneasy me.

Sitting at home is definitely not a good idea and it's dull.

I miss elfah and mel of course. Gonna meet them friday night i guess?

Being at home is a total bore and when i have a family that's lifeless.

Hmm, can you guys give me suggestions where to go shopping?

My wardrobe needs a total makeover.

Where should i go to to buy new outfits? Hmmm :\

Tell me soon please. Thanks so much! Alright, gtg. Take care.

Tomorrow, shopping. Awesome!

OMG.

I miss tracking with her. I mean track and field :\

Miss laughing and joking with her.

I miss eating ice cream with her.

I miss confessing my feelings or sharing secrets with her.

I miss everything with her.

I wanted to upload a video of me singing long ago.

But i guess it was a stupid idea?

Cause the blogger is super-o-slow. So it was a bad idea to upload.

Today, rotting at home is a great idea. And i am rotting!

Okay, going off. Will update when i feel like it.

Take care and good bye :\

Stupid me?

OMG. Please jangan kepo. Are you working for him or what?

Spying me. Gosh. I hate youzxzxz! Like seriously a lot.

You're spying me at my facebook and also! Stalking me! Tsk.

And then you report strength and also! Talk about me. I BENCI YOU!

Why can't you exist? I'm so down ):

Topics.

Alright, this is my third post. Okay, i think for today, enough. Haha!Cause i post alot. Hahaha! And i'm tired posting. Muahahaah.So yeah, like i said, i went to google it and i found some boring topics to talk.So yeah, here's a topic that caught my eye. Hahahahaha okay wth. So yeah.

Topic is, "I have a girlfriend and i love her. What should i talk to her about on a date?"So here it is..........................

First off, she is your girl-friend. That means she's a friend that's a girl. Haha.She's not space alien with strange alien tastes okay. Hehe!All human have quite the same basic needs. Like?To be cared, to be respected, to be told they matter/care and etc.
Yes, having a girlfriend often also means you need to do extra things.Like kiss and hugs. But the FRIENDSHIP is the key of the relationship.All great relationship are based on great friendships.You can't have a relationship without having trust, honesty and communication.A boyfriend/girlfriend is someone you know will BE there for you, no matter what.So anyway, if you have a girlfriend...The main reason why she's your girlfriend....Is that.....You were great friends and got along really well. And decided to take it to the next level.You want to be sure you can get along well before making commitments!So how do you talk with friends?- You talk about things that interest you both.- You talk about your parents, brothers or sisters. Or family.- You talk about school/work.- You talk about your favourite movies. Old or recent.- If you like sports you talk about what sports you play.- If you have a hobby talk about your hobby.

O-KAY so that's that. Lol? Alright, see! You got a lot to talk.So talk like you never talk okay when you go dating or whatever shit.But i agree that when all great relationship are based on great friendship.And so mine and prince started out like that.Being great friends. And i think greater until the next 2 or 3 years come.Hehe! Okay, now i miss prince already. He's tired. And i understand that.Gonna meet him this friday i think? Wee.

Text me soon prince, muah.

Prince prince and prince.

I miss going out with this friend of mine. Dickies! Haha.

And of course i miss rinaa ay. Haha. During the fasting month :\

Going out with efa, mel and cik anis is definitely a blast!

My favourite people. My favourite cousins (:

Gonna meet them soon again. This saturday maybe? Irringan. Hehe x)

Going kampung melayu and meeting fyrynn was fun!

Meet again!

Okay i'm bored. So i edit pictures. Everything to me is bored. Brrr :\

Currently hearing cinta by melly goeslow and kris dayanti.

Okay why i pedih pedih? Lol O.o i miss prince. Seriously. Boo.

Okay, those who are willing to tag me, tell me please please please. Okay?

Tell me hows my font and tell me if i should put song or not?

Cause i think my font is irritating? Haha!

And i think if i put songs, it's hard for you to concentrate reading? Lol?

Okay whatever. This is only for those who usually read my blog lah.

Cause imma loser? No one reads? Hahahaha wtf yaya!

Ew, i think i'm getting chubbier. Oh no no no please. I should go abah's place.

Hehe. Then can sweat there. Lol? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay i'm super damn bored. Where's my prince? O.o bleargh!

Hope prince will wake up soon. He always make me smile. My hot prince.

Gayboy. Haha! Omg. Serious. He can be gayboy. But neh, he has me :P

Okay i'm so jealous! Fyr's ed hardy has arrived but mine not yet ):

Fyr bought for me four pair of clothes from ed hardy. Yay yay!

And he wants to buy me the same birkenstock slipper. Muahhahahah wtv.

Okay i'm bored. I shall go google it! Okay wth. I wanna google for topics. Haha.

Bye!

Will blog when i'm bored. Aku punye suke okay nak blog banyak banyak!

HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHA.

I'm so bored now that i do stupid animations like this. Haha!

Okay lame. But the red monster with the flying board is cool. I think?

I like the eyes. Hahaha! And the green dude is my prince? O.o

Haha okay wtf. Lol . My picture there extra only okay. Hahahahahahah!

Today, i kuai kuai. Sit at home. Rot at home. Haha. I miss abah.

Okay, i shall post again later. Hmm. Please read. Don't want, nevermind.

Swear i'm bored. Seriously. Brrrrrrrrrrrrr ):

Okay now, i hate my phone. Tak ke bodoh? Hhaha. See, i talk merepek.

I miss my prince. Like seriously. He's sleeping i guess? Tired from work.

I accidently woke up with my eyes half closed at around 6.15am and guess what?

With my eyes half closed, i texted my prince to ask if he already finished work.

And then i went to sleep again. Hahahaha!

Right now, i think prince is sleeping. It's okay. I'll wait till he wakes up. Hehehe!

Okay will post again when i'm bored.

LET'S CHECK AT GOOGLE! XD

Prince.

I'm waiting for my prince to text me. Prince, wake up okay?

Prince will be working tonight. I guess i will be meeting him friday.

Gonna take pictures. I think? But i guess.... I shouldn't reveal him first. Haha!

I'm bored. I'm spending time with my family right now.

All of the family are here now. And i love it! Gathering. Hehehe...

Cause riyan and adik just "sunat" or "circumsized." Muahahahahaha! Lol.

They are so cute. Atok put strings so that when they sleep, they don't have to hold.

Okay cool. But i'm quite disgusted. Lol? Saw that. O.o

Alright i'm super bored right now. Hahahha. I miss prince!

Okay i'm going off. Shall blog when i get bored.

Tag and ask please! Okay bye.

He caught my heart.

Hello! I'm back! Sorry for missing in action. Hahahahahaha! By the way..

I have something to tell you guys. I mean those who read my blog.

"Someone caught my heart!"

But....... Here's the thing... Tell me your opinions okay!

He caught my heart. Yes he did. He was a bestfriend actually.

But i didn't really mentioned about him anywhere. So none of them know.

Only some of the prince knew. Hehe!

He's a very caring guy. Very. When i'm sad, he's always here for me.

And yes, he caught my heart.

But........ He wants to wait for the next 2 or 3 years. Why?

Because i am young for him. He's 18 lah. Okay back to story.

I'm young for him, he wants me to do well in studies and he wants a serious r/s.

Lol. Okay i'm smiling. Hahahaha! He's willing to wait.

And in order for that, we need to always contact. Never lose contact.

Yay! Me so happy. Okay okay enough.

"And i hope his love never fades away."

Today, went to kampung melayu to watch krakatau. No photos taken.

Cause we were lazy. Except for the last part at plaza. With abang.

And the others. I met aiyee and he gave me a pink carebear. The one with rainbow.

Me like it! He misses me so much. And wants to spend time with me.

Before his court. On 29. Aiyee aiyee. Agogo boy.

Seriously, don't bother to nag at me okay? Cause i'm damn tired.

I mix with whoever i want okay? So yeah :P

Then after that we went plaza. Ate and we slacked. Lol!

With ayah's anak buah from his group. Wee! The pringgondani's. Lol.

Then went home.

Talked a lot with abang cause i wanted to ask about "him."

Hahahaha! Yeah. Okay that's all?

I guess i'm going back today afternoon? Evening? Idk ):

Macam nak balik, macam tak nak balik.

Can't wait to follow ayah's kumpulan on the 27th. Irringan. He he!

Okay, i want suggestions! Lol. *Look below*

My natural hair. No colour. How? Okay? Not? Lol.

Doing this? Definitely cool. Macam kasyah! Lol kidding. How? Okay?









And now my hair is highlight. Stay? Not? Cornrow? Or natural? Hee.


Okay i want suggestions please! Which hair which hair? Lol.
Elfah is talking bullshit right now. Alamak! Haha.
And mel is sleeping like a cute lil pig. Kidding! She's tired lah.
Okay bye!






I'm waiting for your text okay! I waiting for you to finish work.

Muah! Takecare okay. Xoxo.

Silly billy willy.

Hello! Very sorry for my long long absence. I've been busy. And lazy.

So yeah.. Tomorrow is my supposed to be 7 months. But then, it's over.

Today is the eve of hari raya haji. Will be going back home tomorrow or wednesday.

So hows my hair? I mean the highlight. Wee! I like it. Comment it.

Thank you! I've been receiving several reminders from somebody so big -.-

She/he is a invader. I don't know what's his/her motive.

That person keeps reminding me to live my life like a 13 year old. Cause why?

Cause i can't act like 17 or 18 or 19 or 20 and mix with gangsters.

So that person is trying to put in that my friends are gangsters. Wth? -.-

Excuse me, how do you know my friends are gangsters? By look? Pfft.

Doesn't mean typical are gangsters. And why the fuck do you care?

You're just invading my space -.- so why if i mix with gangsters?

Is that a massive problem for you? And hell yeah, i'm not acting like 17 or etc.

I'm just me. Please, stop interfering/stalking/invading. Thanks.

I've been spending my time with my precious cousins. Wee!

And on a particular day, i met abang danny and his friend firdan.

But who cares. What i care was, meeting abang danny. I miss him! Lol.

Yeah, i got to meet him. And we talked. And watched jackass 3D.

I've also met fyrynn on a particular day. He he. And ayah's anak buah.

Cause they have been training. I like! I've been going to kampung too. Both weekends.

And yes! Abang irfan has been bullying me. So jahat okay!

He said his, epa and matnur barang is watching me. Sumpah jahat. I scared -.-

And abang irfan won't let me switch on the lights. Tsk!

Amyy is at st james. I wish she was here. Tsktsktsk. Barang barang barang -.-

Tak habis habis.

Okay, please tag me once you've passed by. Love you!

Takecare and goodnight!

Stop that bitch.

Please stop interfering my life. Please, i'm begging.

I will have to be strong and face everything. I guess? Please people.

I'm begging to please not interfere my life. I know what i do best.

I know how to take care of myself. I know myself very very very well.

Even if i'm a kid? Well, let me enjoy this life. I've never bothered yours.

Like seriously, please do not interfere with who i mix or whatever.

Cause i know who i mix with well and i believe what my parents say.

So do not make any wise judgement because you do not know me very well.

Unless you've lived with me through out my whole life. Please please please.

Okay, close that topic down. Ugh! Oh yes, formspring people who asks..

Stop being nasty. Cause when you are nasty, i become nasty too.

Yes, this is me. If you want to reprimand or what, talk in good terms please.

Cause i hate the most when you talk badly. Like literally badly! Tsk.

Cause you got no etiquette. Seriously. We can always talk in good terms.

And if you like seriousy hate me, then don't even bother to reprimand me.

Just keep shut and do not interfere with what i do most. I hate it! Busybody.

Sorry if i haven't been updating my blog. I'm busy. Yeah.

Since holidays started. I've been spending my precious time with my babes.

I mean my cousins. I have quite a number of photos to be uploaded.

But that depends on my mood. I'm super duper bored right now.

I hope we will be going to kampung melayu tomorrow. He he!

But ibu and ayah has decided to do training tomorrow. 3pm to 6pm.

Hopefully after training, me, ibu, epa, mel and ika can go kampung melayu.

Hopefully. But not confirmed yet. I'm hungry right now. Ha ha! WTF.

Okay i think i'm done already. It's getting dull.

Goodbye and takecare!

Boys boys boys.

Afternoon! Not updating my blog for two days feel like i'm missing people.

Okay i'm lame! Alright, lets post freestyle today. Ha ha! No proper english.

Lets chill today! Lol. So, on tuesday, i was at abah's place. Only one day.

In the morning, i went to have breakfast then i met kak rinaa.

After the meet-up, we went to the chalet at pasir ris. Troy, harris and fiq pick us.

Near the macdonald. Seriously, i couldn' recognise fiq. Too cute! Lol!

He was the guy i used to contact with. He looks different. His hair grew? O.o

I guess. Lol! Then we went to the chalet. Shy shy shy. Ha ha.

Pipi is damn arrogant! He act as if he never knew me. Sadded right.

Danny is sure friendly. But you can't have my number :P lol! Ha ha. Danny is fun.

To hang out with. Get to know new people. Like putt putt, jack and faiz.

And some others too. They're friendly. Except for pipi! Ha ha XD

Casper was sleeping and i only had like a few minutes to talk to casper.

But i like. Ha ha. Maybe meeting casper this friday.

Currenty texting with pipi masham. Lol! Okay, i miss casper. Ha ha. Nevermind.

Casper wanted to spend some time with me yesterday..

But then there were distractions. But nevermind. Lol! Went home around 6 plus.

Went to amyy's place. To sleepover here. At sengkang. Far like shit!

They had kude kepang training so i went to follow amyy, ibu and kak epa.

For the girls and guys training. Ayah wasn't there cause he's working.

So bob conducted the lesson and i sat there watching the girls and guys.

Oh yes oh yes! OMGOMGOMGOMG. Ha ha. Got to talk to wan. Lol!

He wanted to feed me ice cream. But i jual mahal a bit. Lol! Wan lashey! Ha.

Sat with wan at the mcdonalds after training. I like! Lol okay enough.

He kept calling ibu "ibu mertua". Ha ha! Macam betul je wan! Ha ha.

But wan lashey is very very sweet. Like gula-gula. But neh, who cares! -.-

Gonna meet the girls and guys again this saturday. Cause they have training.

Goodbye!

My babigirls amyy and epa still sleeping! Tsk __

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Oh yes, the blogger upload seriously sucks to the core!

I don't know when i will update my blog again. Cause i'm going to dad's place.

Yay! More freedom. So yeah, miss me alright. Ha ha!

Kidding. Alright, those are the photos yesterday when i met bestgirlfriend.

I miss her so so much! Well, we'll be meeting soon i guess.

I love dating with this girl. Alright, gonna get ready and go dad's place.

Casper has been begging me to come to troy's chalet.

Wel,, not sure about that. Aww, gonna miss my family here.

But it's okay. I can always come back when i want. It's hard being alone.

I mean, i'm all alone. No one supporting me. Hmm.

No more falling in love. Hehe. I hate it when my parents divorced.

Cause i will have to move here and there to avoid misunderstandings.

But i know i'm gonna be strong like the elephant glue. Kidding!

Mind my face in the photos. Ha ha. Alright, wait for my update.

Keep the tags going please. Please tag me awesome people! (Y)

Goodbye and take care! Hugs and kisses.




P/s-I'll be using broadband so it's slow at dad's place.

Not gonna be too sure if i'm gonna update. But hopefully i can.

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This are the leftover pictures for saturday. I know my pictures are boring.

Bare with it alright. There will be more. Okay i'll update it alright.

Next post. See ya there! Goodbye readers.