Hopeless ~

Hello Semuaaaaaa ~

i realised i keep editing pictures like this . haaish D; i feel so bored yknow . ben 10 didnt call me . idk what happened bt when i called hym , it says .. " th' M1 customer you're calling is .... " whatever laa kan . haaish ~ school ? school was okeh ah . except tht i saw tht girl again . stare'stare cm nk eateat gytuk . seram yknow ! err yeaah , so met my sweetheart kak Chacha just nw morning & talked to her fr awhile . hmms , then school start ah as per normal . health checkup just nw . im perfectly okeh . yay ! & i have to thank God fr making me who i am . haha ! keh part nieyh mepek . tqm layan -.- hahah ! err okeh'okeh . i feel so hopeless yknow . idk whye bt i think i shoudnt ah .. D;

you broke my heart & wont repair it .

you dnt understand what i felt & nw ? you msq me saying you're sorry if you hurt me .

& you expect me to accpt your apology ?

idk whats happening to me all this while . i need someone to hear me out .

bt you , you would just give all your un-needed comments .

i feel so betrayed . how cn you say she's a ' baek gylerr ' girl .. how ?

of course its clearly stated she is . a guy like you .. she doesnt wnt to be ?

impossible laa kan ~

i felt useless to be your friend .

i just wanted someone to cheer me up bt instead .. you turned my ego on .

& you started giving me un-accepted reasons .

i dnt wanna put what was it , kz .. i know how it feels to be embarrased .

idk what to say anymre to you .

lets act as though we nvr knew each other & act as if our world was different .

im me & you're you .

so lets just frget abt all th' past we had .

lets frget abt our laugh , our jokes & everything .

im speechless ~

thanks fr everything ...

idk whats happening to me . cn someone cheer me up ? haaish ~ i cnt bear to see hym . i feel so useless you see . well , its okay laa yaya . whats happened let it be okeh . idk whye i cnt frgive people whur hurt me so badly . well , nvrmind laa . what i know is .. i have to be happy ryte ! my birthday is coming in ..

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more days ! yay ! hahahah . i cnt wait ~ chey , as if something will happen ryte . geehee ^^ & valentines day is so near laa kan . hahahah xDD so yeaaah ~ hmwk , so damn lots ! i hate hmwks laa kan . cm siaaaaaak sajerh . hahha ! haiyaaaak ~ im so bored sitting at hme lyqe some stuckup person . grr ~ i miss buntat ! i miss her loads . neneks been nagging at YK kz he kept asking fr money .. like . " nek , $2 ! " , " nek , $6 ! " bodoh siaaaa peh anak . he thinks tht nenek is so effing rich lyqe some millionare . everyday ask fr money . he's only p4 & kept asking fr money to buy some MatchAttax card . eh people playing tht card game ryte .. seriously .. its a big fcuking idotic game ! curser . even my sec2 cousin plays tht card ? ohmygeee ! so childish yknow . makk ! come on laa , sec2 laa syg . grow laa grow okeh ! you're a guy stupid ! bodoh sakk . you think what ? nenek dnt need money fr herself ah ? come on laa deyy ! grr ~ so irritating . when neneks at hosp , YK will ask me fr money . walao ! think what ? i make money ah ? grr -.- & nvr even take at least sometime to study yknow ! keep on playing bicycle w friends , enjoying hys lyfe . wtfoooock ?! if i were your mother ah YK , im gonna give you one big fcuking tight slap laa ! dare me laa , my hands on your face . i do ! bodoh ! money money money . money face $$$ . okeh ah , im rotting lyqe a bread at home . chey ! hhahaha . i wanna go check tagged , hmwk & study laa kann . bye people !