missing you.

i don't know why i can't resize this picture my laptop is a freak. if you can spot me, good. if you can't, i am the one squating down and i'm 3rd from the left. you can see my tiny g-shock in red muahahaha! i am heavily obsessed in track and field again and nationals is coming in april. that is really fast. oh anyway i went for the invitational race just now. chestnut drive sec had their cross country ok not just now because it's past 12 already gosh so i will update like 2 times today?

hmm..

thanks airil for cursing me to get stomach pain because i've been eating popcorns from garret? yup and i think my stomach is sensitive? because whenever after i eat that popcorn i always get those stomach motion and fcuk yesterday before the race i keep wanting to pee and morning=diarrhoe. wah tsk3! i managed to get a medal for myself which is ok but i've never gotten 19th in cross country because i got 6th last year. i knew that i can make it for this invitational race ok la i am quite positive so yeah i was at the top 10 and then i suddenly stopped and just lay back. i told myself to just finish what i've started and! for the first time i look quite ok after a 3km run. yay! ok bye i know i'm self-praising right ah chitt! haha.

i miss faii fwiwit and i'm afraid right now nobody teman me ):

disgraceful stalker.

i have such an disgraceful stalker who even lied to me in formspring saying that she reads my private blog everyday and asked me to update about how i met airil. ok she didn't lied except that she didn't revealed herself and then i get to know this from airil himself. disgraceful. ok seriously, i do not hate her but i dislike her actions. it's two different things you see? ok i'm just gonna delete her from my private blog and never ever fall for some fucking shit unknown person whom i actually know and ask me to post this and that. you can jolly well dream on! you will never ever read my private blog ok somebody who uses atynana hotmail. go die ah! chitt! neverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr everrrrrrr ah i tell you! cheat my feelings.

k bye.

blackberry.

i just can't resist my blackberry. it's very tempting. anyway, i hope my weekends will turn out how i planned. i have quite a plenty of homework to complete and i have a photoshoot on sunday. that will totally occupy my day and i need to get myself a small photo album for my polaroid. cute! ok i shall start doing my homework so that i can rest from tomorrow onwards. hopefully. lets just look at the bright side shall we?

oh i want new heels please and i want it in pink. YSL is just super gorgeous. you totally gotta check those stunning YSL shoes. gtg, umi owes me a mac'donald meal because i won the bet-chelsea vs liverpool and i said liverpool would win and the score would be 1-0 and i got it right. and the soccer match is over already and she still owes me one. i don't care better grab it. k bye!

koi cafe.

i feel quite ugly-ish + lethargy now but those times up there, it was different. nevermind, it's time to get back to basics then. i've been spending my time with my new boyfriend aka blackberry curve. haha. i was engrossedly stoked in getting blackberry curve that day and at last it came to lay on my hands. and i feel so fat right now idk why? time to restart all over.

i have a photoshoot on sunday and tell me where am i supposed to get a formal outfit? a very very nice dress for the photoshoot. it's ok relax. (still quite nervous but i'll get used to it anyway right?) ok i want to spend my day with a relaxing bath later on and spending my time on my science homework which i hate to do so and then occupy myself with texting with people on my blackberry. exciting isn't it? totally. bye.

how could you be so heartless?

i know i am a bad girl because i made abah feel so disappointed. i'm really really sorry i didn't mean to hurt your feelings. you don't know how much i love you abah :\ i hope you will forgive me because when i started talking with mummy noni, all my ego came out and i didn't think of what i was saying. i've made you sad for this time and i'm very very guilty for that )= i'm so so sorry because sometimes when i want something i'm passionate for, i don't think about your feelings. i will promise to change that trust me i love you abah so much.

i'm sorry for blaming you, for everything i just couldn't do.

and i've hurt myself, by hurting you )=

party like a rockstar!

my grandmother is fucking noisy because she likes to scold the maid and then repeat the same shit. fuck. can you shut up bitch? ok relax. she's like fucking noisy till i cannot concentrate fuck the what i'm writing. and stop repeating the same thing because it's never gonna end mother fuck. thanks.(please don't fucking try to ruin the day because i'm celebrating my birthday. fucker.)

i'm celebrating my birthday today yay because my birthday is on friday and i got chingay so i didn't get to celebrate with my family and same goes to saturday so we're free on sunday yay! chingay is superbly awesome because we partied like a rockstar yeah! guess what my dad got me a polaroid camera already yeeha! so later on i will be celebrating at his place with my family but firstly i have to celebrate at home. see the benefits of having two family? chey no it's very hard lor but nevermind.

ok that's all i gotta go bath and get ready because umi is buying my cake and maybe new heels! yay! maybe only ok because she says don't know yet but if i get new heels oh yeah i like it. okok i wanna go bath and get ready. yay i can meet my daddy later on ok bye!

so much for a business huh?

as you can see in the photo that is the fugly me haha i don't care lah as long as somebody loves me for who i am i am sho sho proud already ok? and babakia i'm sorry there's not much commas or fullstop haha so that you will read this without a stop! haha gotcha. my birthday is on friday! yay! that makes me 4 + 10=14. aw shitty 14 i still got a long way to go no ic no nc16 ok shut up yaya!

those are my 3 closest friends back on the primary school days but they still are my precious jems not to mention and also babakia, bubu, tuna and nadya. love love them! as you know, elle is the one with specs aw she's the diamond hahaha! those were the days where we meet up in our primary school for teachers day and that's one of my maths teacher which is quite a turn off?!?! just look at my dark circles under my eyes and stare at it. $10 will drop from the sky chey no lah it's ugly right?! tsk3. sometimes i feel that i'm ugly. do you think so? oh please tell me so. haha!

right. so today, my day was filled with laughters and boys asking.. "hey you coming to lan with us?" and i will like, neh not today i got some briefing shit because i have to do a presentation on total defence day to the level assembly tomorrow which is the sec 4's and 5's and 1, 2, and 3 also. grr --' fml. i bet they would become bored to the core. YES they will. YES. even me!

oh look if you can't see the photo clearly, try and zoom it? i don't know! but well i went to search for some information about the polaroid camera and i got plenty. there's even the shop number and fax shit whatever but guess what.. when i called, none answered. i called two shops and both shops, no answer. do you wanna make business bimbo?! grr. it's ok now because i have an idea already where to get my polaroid camera on my birthday. yay! thanks to goggle and me and friends. haha!

ok so when i scrolling down... there's this box that typed...

"share what you like and dislike about this business."

and what i typed out was...

"i dislike this business because they do not want to answer the calls.

-anonymous(heart shape)"

that's all folks for today! i'm making it quick as i have to complete my shitty maths homework which i hate to do so but i will have to do it no matter what and if i still stick my fingers on the keypad and my butt on the floor, i'm never gonna get up and complete it so stay tuned(haha k this is not a show i'm just exaggerating k fuck). so yeah, gtg! and pray for me my lovelies that tomorrow's gonna be a great sunny side up day. haha ok bye! oh fucker i got swimming tomorrow no never ever noooooooooooooooooooooo! fml.

headshot. "bang!"

polaroid.

ok zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz please kindly do not make wild assumptions just because you see a photo of me and a guy. this is just a random photo because i found this in my folder and i don't know why i am being in a random mode to post this photo haha zzzzzzzzzzzzz. and i'm energized to update.

i really must agree i am quite annoying because my dad cannot take it and then when i called him just now to talk about me getting a polaroid camera, he said he will buy it for me. he pushed away the opportunity to share some bucks with me to get me a polaroid camera and in the end.. he said he will get one for me on my birthday and my birthday is on friday and i hope he can get it for me before friday? or maybe sunday because i'll be celebrating my birthday party at home and at dad's home. two places. yay! more presents and money. hahaha.

ok i am annoying. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

aw look at my curly hair. i've not been curling my hair already because whenever i want to go out, i am always lack of time. bad management. tsk3. and now i'm watching some starplus indian show about a mum that's away for the moment and the dad must be the "housewife." boring. okok because i watched hindustan just now and i didn't change the channel and now, it's about a daddy at home without wife taking care of household chores and children. super daddy.

look look! isn't she pretty? yes she is haha. she's like the dimple queen wah can meltzxzxz --'

anyway i'll be going to grandma's house later on to send dina.

oh yeah i can play firhan's ps3 call of duty black ops. oh before that, downloading games.

yes! and i have to go wash my film and get a new one. wah my bucks fly high away.

oh i'm shitty because i got a bronze medal for my first stage of roads to victory.

call of duty lah like you all don't know. i like that game what hahaha zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

ok lah better than nothing right? i know. ok i can't wait to kill shitty zombies later bye.

danish, aku nak sepak + rejam kau boleh pls? tayang kau.

don't step on me larrrrr! haha.

eeeeeeeee so ugly right k shaddap la. oh the bed is calling my name already ah so seductive ah you lil moron chey no la. i'll make this a quick post because my eyes are attempting hard to shut. wah i am a shitty failure in games like ninjump at iphone 4 because my mum and stepdad is the best at ninjump and i just got until 5435 score while stepdad got 6501 wah shitty ah the ninjump so hard it's not lah but the bird and the stupid squirrel so fast then i fall down down down down down.

hmm maybe because my mum and dad are real good in games which is a positive and a positive equals to me=negative because positive so strong already(haha wtf am i talking about sia fail!) which is me that is sho sho bad in games hahaha but i hope not ok but i must agree both my mum and dad is a game freakzxzxz and my stepdad also.

i had a great time of my life just now because things work out alalaaaa!

we didn't went to jb because of the congestion and it was raining so yeah. haha.

i really wanted to look for call of duty but then we didn't go jb and original game=expensive.

so i charged my psp and went to clementi with family and shop=close.

so that means no no downloading games for me. tomorrow ok? ok!

i want to download call of duty. wah shitty sia i hope got left 4 dead or l4d la k.

for psp but i think nope confirm plus chop don't have. but i want fun games k?

cause i shitty there's no game in my psp because i ignored it until i found call of duty haha!

k done with games now it's time for the funfair part!

after heading to clementi, we went to marina yo marina! funfair la yo!

haha k stop it eh. yes because i heard the rides was fucking fun yes it was.

never ever have i ride vortex in my whole life so why not try it? haha!

the skyrider was different too so why not and the top gun alar piece of shit can handle.

chey! so i ride vortex two times alone. riyan scared like scare crow haha wtf?

doesn't make sense la because scare crow scares birds right? haha k shit.

so yeah i ride vortex twice alone and top gun alone once. sky rider once with riyan.

sky rider and top gun piece of shit la. ok everything piece of shit la. hahhahahah!

can make it one don't worry. k i want to ride it again! token so expensive la.

singapore now greedy for money like shit like that. hahahaha k done i sleepy.

bye.

oh yeah i can play call of duty black ops tomorrow at ps3. awesomezxz!

and download games. lalalaaaaa yay l4d k and call of duty. pls have.

fuck yeah.

wah seriously call of duty black ops fucking awesome. girls, go try it out. me like it!

wah i so proud ah got head shot some shitty zombie mwahahaa yeah!

k i want to play it again at firhan's ps3 next time. or play it online. download ah bro! haha.

seriously call of duty black ops awesome. k addicted ninabu.

cookie monster.

at last i went to daiso already i felt so yay + at last! haha. i've been spending my 2 days of cny holidays with my family because stepdad would get back to basics again when he starts working so yeah i rather spend my time with my family because my parents work and step sister is always at nenek's place.

today, we went vivo city and had lunch at swensen=yum yum yum! i had double cheeseburger which is not delicious because of it's fucking beef that makes me wanna puke and i didn't finished the burger neither the wedges. but i was proud of myself and idk why hahaha wtf?! i dranked 2 tall glasses of cookie monster yummeh baby! wah if sweet talk or any bubble tea shop sell cookie monster like swensens, everyday i buy one ah tsk3.

anyway yesterday i went to parkway parade to play arcade with my family again. me and stepdad had attempted to get the stich teddy bear but the catcher thingy was loose wah how to catch the bear sia like that big idiot. then i tried the one that can catch a heart shape minnie mouse pillow and yay i got it muahaha didn't waste the stupid card money lor. and oh yeah the arcade wasn't full of people nabey. oh there was guitar hero also but i fail lor fucking fail and got the pro dance then i press the wrong song wah like shit some stupid rave techno song thingy then dance also very fast so what i do? cry. chey no lah i never play. then fail ah. ninabu.

the fun game was the shooting game wah damn awesome i got guns and i kill some fucking shit=giant spider, fat worms hahaha turn on sia seriously the game. i played with stepdad was i wish got one that can kill zombie or something like blackshot or what haha k i talk shit. wah riyan playing ps3 kill zone 2 kill the fucking people haha i want to play ah then can feel the satisfaction like i killed some bitch mwahahaha ok i want to play kill zone 2 k bye.

so far, so good.

at last i found a solution to my lips because seriously, i hate wearing my nude revlon lipstick but it's a waste of money right if i'm not using it. tsk3. so yeah, i wore nude revlon and then a gloss above of that so that it's not dry? haha k fail. but it's not really nice lah but it's okay, i think the nude lipstick is beautiful.

okay, next, my history teacher is such a turn-off! she's such a super turn-off. dislike.

next, why is most of the people is in connection with mr keh?!(principle) wtf. dislike.

that's that about school. and my birthday is coming in 9 days! aw, i love my close/best/great friends which is babakia, bubu, nadya and yuna. not forgetting my everything, elle. i love them the most of the most and me and babakia is getting closer and i like it. luuuurp you baba! ok i'm done bye.