When?

You can be my clyde ♥

Hello my bunny readers. Haha! Kidding. So, nana has been sent home.

That was my just now photos. I wanted to test my bunny scarf. Lol! The polka dots.

It's cute! Lol. Bought it at chameleon just now when i went to jurong point.

With my girlfriend, elle. We had a great time even it was awhile.

Firstly, went to jurong point to buy my new camera. Then elle called.

I wasn't well dressed to meet elle so i went home and got changed.

Met elle at jurong point and we went to have lunch at macdonalds. Yumz!

After eating, i had suffered from constipation. Haha! So here goes the toilet.

Then, went to chameleon and bought this cute headband. Freestyle.

Then is was time for new print! Me like it! We had fun. Seriously.

I am going to upload the photos soon. My next update alright. For now..

Lets just look at my *look down* photos that are boring but photogenic XD

Haha. After new print, we went home cause elle had to rush home. It's okay.

We can meet up next time babe. And note that i miss you. Hehe!

So now here i am at home blogging and facebook-ing.

School holidays are here. Hope it will be fine. I'm going to choose redcross.

As my new cca for next year. It's time to come clean.

I need to focus. It's streaming year next year. So yeah. Haha.

I hope i can bare with it. I hope i get the support from all my loved people

My friends, family, teachers, relatives and my readers. If i have one.

Haha! Well, yeah. That's that. Currently watching soccer. Boring!

Oh yes! I have wondering when should i move to dad's place?

I mean having a sleep over there. I have more freedom there. But..

I will be using broadband and when i do, it's totally slow.

And my uncle there is always on with his computer.

Sometimes, my aunt even borrows my broadband. And my dad don't give me $$.

It's quite inconvient there. But here..

I do not need to use broadband cause it's wireless. Singtel modem.

I have a quite cozy place to tuck in for bed. I get $$.

But i don't have enough freedom. I have curfews. But wait.

My aunts miss me so much. How? Okay, i think i need to get ready first.

I guess i will move to dad's place when i'm ready. Hmm.

Seriously, it's confusing! Ugh.

Alright, i guess i shall stop posting more for now. Tag me bunnies!

Take care and goodbye.

Oh yes! I've bought new thumbdrive cause i can't find my old one.

Wee!

I miss you.

Days without you are days without love ♥

If you only knew how much i missed you. More than anything else. Once.

I miss this very irritating boy of mine. He's a friend, or shall i say everything.

Even if he can't let me feel like how i always wanted to feel.

And i truly super duper miss him. Only God knows. Everything.

The family reunion was a no go day for me. Well, i wasn't in my hyper mood.

Due to some very personal reasons. And not that personal. Not at all.

My camera was destroyed by stepbrother and i was pissed off.

That went my mood down. So that was a no go go day for me.

But what made me 95.5% happy is that i am going to get a new camera today.

But the other 4.5% makes me not that happy, cause i need to share $$.

Well, seems like i'm going to be broke soon. Or shall i say today.

But it's okay. Let's wait for my parents bonus. Since i have a lot of parents.

A lot of my guy friends are trying to get me, but i guess they failed.

I'm not in love right now. My heart is empty. It's hollow. Not a tiny bit in love.

But they still keep on trying. Sadded i guess.

Oh yes, at last. I got my cookies and cream haagen dazs just now. Yippee!

And i bought a lace dress for myself at new look. Oh, broke soon.

I guess i shall stop blogging. Tag me please my awesome people! (Y)

Love you guys. Tc and goodbye!

Stepsisters.

Ever since, nana came home, i prioritised her first.

I didn't know why suddenly, she became a big part of me. Big.

Even if she's my stepsister. I've never felt this kind of feeling.

But maybe i need someone like her to keep me happy for now.

And maybe cause i missed her so so much.

Stepdad has changed. A lot. He wasn't friendly to me again.

But nevermind. As long as i have those around me loving me. Hmm.

Well, i'm gonna dedicate my time to stepsister for now.

Before she's going back tomorrow.

Goodbye!

I hate you. I give up.

I hate you ♥

Hello people. You guys know what? I feel restless and useless.

I feel like there's no point of me blogging. I keep asking but no one is answering.

Grandma zaiton and grandma kudut came back to meet grandma. Get it?!

They are grandma's small sister. Grandma zaiton is from australia.

While grandma kudut is from manchester. Well, they came to visit yesterday.

And yay! They bought nougats. I like nougats! Haha. So yeah.

Grandma kudut has definitely forgotten how to speak malay language.

I mean she can but only words. Not like a full sentence. But nevermind. Lol.

Grandma zaiton is still fluent in speaking malay language. Super love her!

I just hope she won't forget how to speak in malay language again.

Their husband didn't tag along to singapore. Seems like i care -.-

Haha. Kidding! They'll be going back to their country this sunday. Sad.

They'll come back tomorrow and friday. I guess. Well, i'm bored.

Please don't mind if i blog too long. Haha. Cause seriously, it's dull. I ain't going out.

Life is like meaningless to me. Whatever. So yeah.

I have a stupid hike tomorrow and dance practice at 4pm. Gotta bare with it!

Tsk. I hope tomorrow's practice won't be as bad as it is.

I hope khairina batrisyia is there to make my day great. *Cross fingers.*

Well, i just have to go for about 3 more practice? And i'm done.

Cause why? Cause it's a personal reason! Haha. Okay i know i'm lame.

Can i take mc tomorrow? Gotta think about it. Tsk.

So, school was fine just now. Slept in the class and slacked. Mostly sleep.

I can't be bothered what's happening in the classroom. Haha lol.

School ended early. Went home and right now, blogging. What shall i do next?

Well, i think i'll be continuing my hair extensions or dance? Haha.

Oh yes! Speaking of my hair extensions. I'm not using the clip-on anymore.

Now, i'm using hair extensions. But i have to use the plyer. Tiring!

But nevermind. I only left like how many strands. I think? Haha.

Doing it alone is sure tiring but it's fun actually. I love my extensions. Fullstop.

My thumdrive is missing! Boo. Sadded. I should reserve a day for..

THUMBDRIVE SEARCHING!

Okay that was lame. Haha not! Yes i should reserve a day. Soon.

Oh oh oh oh yes! I'm so damn happy. Why? Because...

I didn't retain! I got promoted. I got promoted! Haha. *Shake butt.*

Kidding! Yes, i didn't retained. Mrs Ng mentioned students name just now.

Those who had to take their report cards on saturday will have to see the VP.

Because it's very serious. Not sure if it's VP or whatever.

Students whose name wasn't mentioned means we are promoted! Haha.

Yay. I was happy. I mean very super happy! Cause i was afraid i drop. To NA.

But lucky me, i am still in express stream. Well, i will need to work extra hard.

For next year. I don't mind. Now that i have a better knowledge what's happening,

i will try to keep myself focused on studying. Love crushed me.

Speaking about love, what is love anyway? I find it.. Confusing.

I don't trust any guys anymore. I've stop falling in love.

My heart is closed. There's no place for anyone. I mean guys.

What they did to me was terrible. But it's okay. I don't really take it seriously.

I've made up that i want to stay focused. What papan and naughty boy did..

Made me realised that love is nothing. And the thing that occurs in my mind..

Friends ♥

Only friends. I've made up my mind. I'm gonna do something.

I don't want to be crazy just because of the word love. It's beautiful. I know.

But when it becomes ugly, it's gonna hurt. Whatever.

Alright, i guess it's time to log out. Seriously, today is dull.

Do tag me if you really did read my long post today. I know no one reads -.-

I only read. Alright bye.

Happy birthday.

Hello. My thumbdrive has walking legs and it ran away from me.

Have you seen it? Oh stupid girl.

Okay, i'm missing my thumbdrive badly. Badly as in very badly. Yay!

School will be over soon. I love it. Yes! Super super super love it.

So, lets slack at school people! Yay. Alright, i wanna go out later. Wee!

Where? Maybe slack or jurong point. Shopping. I don't know yet. Haha.

Today is the 25th of nov. Well, happy 20th birthday mak ngah!

I love you. Okay wait, fuckyou nenek. Your mouth is full of shit! Rubbish.

Astaghfirullah yaya. Shhs. But i cannot take it man! She's so noisy! Ugh.

Okay back. Yes, happy birthday to you! And i love you. To the max.

Well, even if we fought sometimes. I mean used to. I'm sorry.

I hope you're always doing fine. No matter what. And whatever happens,

ME LOVE YOU TO THE MAXIMUM! Haha.

I can't wait to go to abah's house to celebrate her 20th birthday. Yeehuu!

Well, hope everything's gonna work as what nenek planned. Wait.

You guys know which nenek? My dad's mum. The previous one is my mum's mum.

Haha. Get it?! Dad's mum, mum's mum. Hahahahahahahaha x)

So, i am stupid today. Or rather clumsy. Haha.

I woke up, bath and changed, got ready for school. I smell nice! Haha. Wtv.

Then i went to school and wow! There wasn't school. Wee!

How i love it. *widest smile*

Well, my friends didn't inform me that there wasn't school.

So i happily went to school and there wasn't school. WASTE OF MY TIME! Tuik!

Haha wtv. The thing is now skater dude won't let me sleep. Ugh! -.-

Cause he wants to meet me later on. Fine fine.

Papan has been very quiet. I bet he knew his mistakes. STMF! Fuckyou.

But nahh, i don't hate you. Okay? I'm just pissed pissed pissed off to the max!

Naughty boy? Well, i like his super attitude. And you wanna know it?

He keeps paitao-ing me. Ass. You ass not me ass okay!

And casper has been trying to talk to me again. Yay! Everything's normal?

Haha. No idea. Is my post too long? I'm sorry if it is. Cause i'm bored.

Oh yeah, my phone has been very quiet lately. Haiyoh! Wtv okay.

I miss going to pasir ris. Park. Haha. Playing playground. With abah.

Oopsie, skater dude text me! Haha. Plan to fall asleep is distracted.

Thanks to skater dude. Haha! Eh, i want my cookies and cream le. Haha!

He sells different types of ice cream. And one of them is ben and jerry. My fav!

I only love cookies and cream. But sadly, he said there isn't cookies and cream.

Oh yes, clyde clyde clyde! Ask me to go to school. Wonderful.

Then called him and he was at school. Great! So i was in the bad luck day.

He drove seraphyna today. Aww, i miss seraphyna lloyd! Haha.

What about mary jane eh? Haha. Apiz's baby. Lol. Soon lah. Hehe.

Eh, my post long ah? Hahaha sorry le. Okay okay move on move on.

That is my daddy. Haha wtv okay! No nasty comments.

He was trying to act as if my hair was his hair. Get it?! Hahaha xD

Okay, i super love my dad. No one replaces him okay! Tuik.

Happy 20th birthday mak ngah! And i love you so much (':

Lastly.

P/s, mind my perut yang buncit sedikit itu. Haha.

Ehhhh tag please.

You see! I sad sad sad to the max.

Eh, tag me please. I want to know who dropped by. Boo.

I very eager you know! Tag lah tag. Haha.

Will update again. Bye! Tag please. Thank you!

On and off.

Stupid boy! ♥

Why stupid? I don't know. I find this particular boy so irritating.

Can you like please stop asking if i care for you or whatever shit? Tui.

And please stop forcing me. Like go have breakfast with you. Face where face?

Muka kat bontot eh? Tsk! Annoying man!

My days were great. Really great! People make my day happening.

Wednesday, met zick-o lashey and his friends. Slacked at woodlands.

Had a great time. Haha! Then went home.

Today, met naughty boy and followed him for his kuda training.

Then i went home. Haha!

I wonder what's gonna be for tomorrow. Okay i'm super bored!

Currently chatting. Waiting for my phone to rumble jumble. Haha! Wtv.

So, my aunts have been bugging and asking about wan. Who?

The guy up there. In the photo with me.

Well, let me clarify this to my cute busybody aunts.

I and wan are just normal friends. I didn't think of anything far.

I know you like wan. I mean you guys like wan to be mine. But sadly, no.

Wan is just a friend. Or shall i say, like my brother.

Yes, he is the flirt type but i don't really entertain him.

I have seen him bringing a lot of dates. But you guys keep asking.

Sorry but no. I know he still wants to enjoy his life.

So let him be. Seriously don't keep asking.

And about pana ratmu, oh no! Haha. He didn't pana ratmu me okay.

Anyone who knows pana ratmu, please keep quiet. Don't bochui.

P/s-The photo looks like my hair has uban eh. Haha! Mind the photos.

No naughty comments eh.

Eh naughty boy, call me faster you ass!

Beautiful monster.

Curly wurly or silky straight? Haha. Oh well, i still love my sily straight.

But different people have different views. So do give suggestions.

Sorry for the absence again. Like people care eh! Haha. Whatever lah.

So, i'm not in school today. Tomorrow, will be. There's dance. Wow -.-

4pm till 7pm. What a day, what a life i've got. Shit. Bleargh.

I need to search for my white tights, black t-shirt and black shorts. Sucks.

I think i won't be going out today. I've got no mood. Don't know why. Boo!

Waiting for papan to wake up. Thanks for the necklace skinny! Haha.

Well, i have to act happy when i go to dance. But nevermind. Endure!

Anyway, i miss my best buddy, andrew. Dude, good luck for the girl! Haha.

Well, i miss sharing my thoughts with best buddy. Tsk. Text me soon.

I miss aisyah pendekk and ajeiyyah benett so much! Grr.

Lets recap! Oh, i hate blogging a lot. Like no one reads. Sorry readers. Hehe!

Yesterday, went to JP only and met papan. Got necklace. Haha!

Sunday, went to JP with abah, mummy and uncle rasip. Awesome!

Abah wasn't hungry and so am i. So both of us bought dark chocolate.

I love my awesome dad! Awesomeness! Hahaha. Abah sent me home.

Saturday, pringgondani at sunplaza park. Slept at ibu's house.

Tonned at marina barrage. Beautiful! I love the place there morning. Haha.

Met papan there. Slacked awhile. Then went home and sleep. At ibu's.

Alright that's all. Will update when i feel like it. Bye.

Blog ccb!

Blog aku kan macam dog! Font punyelah besar.

Padahal dah normal size sakk. Fuck you blog! I benci you okeh?

Okeh bye blog. You kaninaaaaa!

Rude people people.

Hello!!!!! ♥

Sorry for the absence. Haha! Alright, let's talk like normal lah.

I'm lazy to talk in proper english. *Ehemehem*

Currently listening to just the way you are by my scandal, BM.

Haha! Berita minggu. Haha nope! Bruno mars lah deyy!

I'm super bored. Mak ngah has done my hair (: curlyyyyy!

I wanted to upload that picture now but then my stupid broadband buat hal.

Cause i'm not at home. I cabottt! No lah fake only.

I had been sleeping at dad's house and my aunts have been using my broadband.

So, i can't update blog and photos. But i will on sunday night or monday alright.

Really sorry for the absence. Eleh! Macam korang kesah :P oops.

Going back home to mum's side sunday nie. Huahua.

I'm putting family first now. Especially umi and abah. Weehuuu!

Mon-fri: At umi's crib.

Fri night-sun: At abah's crib.

Haha! Macam working part time eh? But leceh you know!

You have to patah balik and stuffs. So it's very irritating to have parents divorced.

I tak suke i tak suke i tak suke!

Kalau parents i tak divorce.. I anak sorang aje girl. Ape i nak mesti all dapat!

Tui! Nevermind lah. We learn to live normally okay.

Doesn't mean all the things we want we will have to get it right (:

Wahhsehh! Lol. Super bored. Amacam nak ton today? Lols.

At where? At playground! Haha.

I have been spending my days with abah and my aunts and his girlf.

Abah's new girlfriend. I like! She got nikon cam. Haha okay wtf?!

She got 3 daughters. Yippeee! Somemore not far you know their age!

Sec 4, sec 3 and one more primary something.

But i haven't had the chance to meet them yet. Huahua! Abah rocks!

I don't know why but i think my dad rocks. No, in fact he does!

He sings with me.. Dance with me.. Fiddle with my hair.. More lah!

Bring me on harley davidson rides. Woo! The most loved bike :PPP

I find blogging boring already. Should i close down? Or something? Boo!

Close down?

Don't close down.

Votes please! Haha yaahh right! Going sunplaza park tomorrow at tamp.

Why? Hahaha. Amyy sayang punya keluaran (:

Pringgondani. At sunplaza park tamp. Kalau nak gy..

Stop at tamp inter then walk cause it's in front of a library. What my friend said.

If see me hello hello bye bye kay! Haha macam lah paham :P

Bye! Will update on maybe sunday or monday. Sabar ajelah ehh.

Pictures are on the way to blogger.com (:

Mantra.

Sikit-sikit dulu kay.

Updated.

I have tons and tons of pictures to be uploaded.

Please wait. Let me reply all the tags first. Thank you!

@ passerby-Oh thanks for the compliment dear! I'm using a cheap eyeliner called fuso. You can get it at aries or chameleon. I'm from assumption english. Why?

@ Hazyqah-Haha best ah nan entot smue! Mwaaaah. Lyt. Haha.

@ Kalisa-Thank you sweets.

@ MiraSiaow-Haha next time alright dear. Aww hehe!

@ Fazdynah-Thank you love! Will link you up too (=

@ Iyqah-Thanks dek! Mwah.

@ Yanto-Thanks dude! Tagged too.

@ d showstopper-Bet you're darveen huh? Lol.

@ passerby-Thanks! Jealous? Don't be. Everyone has their own unique looks.

@ tity-Alright will link you up soon.

Done with tags. We're gonna watch mantra. I will be uploading photos.

Next update. K bye.