What's up with the infection?

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! I'm still sick like a pig.
Won't be going school all the way. I'm unfit for school.
Went to clinic just now with umi and doctor said i had infection. My throat.
But he didn't told me what. I'm wondering. Urgh!
Swear i hate my throat. I feel like i can't swallow anything.
Awwww.. I won't be going school and that's so boring man! Yet Friday is a good Friday.
When i get back to school, surely there's gonna be a pile of homework.
Yikes! Then i won't be able to go out. Boringgggggg!
Atok had bought me an ipod nano. Yayyyyy! I love you atok! Muah3!
It's so boring sitting at home rotting away. Brrrrrrrrrrr~ And it's so cold.
I'm weak weak weak weak!
Saw an considerate person just now. At last!
Cause people now are inconsiderate. That chinese guy helped an blind old man up the stairs.
I hope i can eat alright.. Hmm, i'm hungry cause i didn't eat much.
Nenek has been hating me i guess.. I won't elaborate. My own grandmother..
I wonder what's up with her.. Pftttt -.-
Alright.. I'm done.. Won't talk much. Toodles! Muah3!
Tagboard replied -
to Maizurah - Thankyou dearest. Alright'alright. LYT oke(:
to elle petite ♥ - Yang i said added. Hoho^^
to Atikah^^ - Awwww.. IMYT bestgirl.
to iyqah - Oke dek ;DD
to Allykecyk , yr smallsmall guhrla(: - Hoho^^ Manr de sombong. Chat soon keh bby. Muah3!
to You - Hoho^^ Ape yng cantek? Thankyou anw. Do put your name keh dear~
to `shafiqah - Thankyou((:

Sick like a pig -.-

Sick like a pig.

Yes, i am sick like a pig right now. I can't stand it. Urgh!

My temperature is 38.2 degree celcius and i'm sure it's gonna rise up.

Tomorrow will not be going school.

Will go poly and get me an MC. I hate fever! Damn it!

Atok says the ipod nano is $299. WTH?! So is apple website lying or what?

Whatever. Cause atok's getting my ipod nano.

Awww, there's no yellow. So i took light blue. Cute huh?

I'll promise this time, i'll take good care of it. Mark my words.

And thanks atok! I love you like a lot. I'll promise i'll be extreme good.

And forgive my sins towards you. Amin.

My MP4 is totally blanko. Hancor kudasai beb! It can't be switched on.

And worst! Its charger is spoilt. Urgh!

I'm feeling damn fucking cold. I can't stand it.

I need 12345 blankets over me right now. Damn damn damn!

I can't even eat or drink properly. My throat is swollen. Bullshit man!

I knew that i was going to fall ill.

Yet i went to school. Well, i wanna go school!

But this stupid fever won't make me feel any better. Gosh!

And i'm freaking bored.

Currently surfing about my horoscope... Aquarius. Yay!

I don't wanna pick up any calls or reply messages alright!

I'm seriously ill and i can't take it. Urgh bitch bitch bitch! Fever, please move away.

I'm seriously weak.

People said my face is pale. Haaish.. Yaya, you gotta be strong honey.

I'm freaking cold right now.

School was as usual.. And i felt uncomfortable.. Totally!

I'll end here. I seriously can't take it and i wanna get a rest. It's killing me!

Tagb will reply soon alright.

Toodles! Muah3!

Kaching! It's level up.

Afternoon people!

I didn't went to school due to somethings. Haaiyaaaa.

It's so boring at home. I should have went to school uh. Hoho^^

Urgh! I can't go out. Mygosh!

I got kak ina's msg in the morning saying that..

Fri and Sat tickets are sold out. Ooooh..

So maybe we will go on Sun. But if the coasters don't open on Sun..

We will book the tickets till the coaster opens and go next time.

Hoho^^ Yeah. That's the way. Cause for what if you go and coasters not opened yet.

Not fun! No thrills. No chills. =.=

Urgh! I hope Galactica cyclon, human and everything opens.

Do they need a long period of time to test that ride? Damn!

But nevermind me, cause kak ina has sent a msg to them. Them?

The Universal Studio person ah. Idk leh. Huhu^^

Please please please pretty please reply soon alright(:

I'll be a goodgirl today huh? Sitting at home. -.-

Then it's time to revise and study-udy-udy! Yay yay!

Alright i'm done. Toodles! Muah3!

Tags replied -

to Farah xD - Hello bby! Alright.. I've relinked you babe ;D

to Maizurah - Alright added(:

to elle petite ♥ - Thanks beb. NP((:

to SPAMMER - Hello! Hoho okay. Then why address yourself as SPAMMER? Aww, you lve me? Huhu^^ Thankyou thankyou.

to SPAMMER - Oh really? Sad for you then.

to `BECOKCAKCAK - Yah yah. Haiyoooooooooooo )';

to Atikah^^ - Hi bestgirl(:

to `chacha fredeca annabeth - Hello bby. Same laaaaah! Boo D';

to hariz - Thanks lolok!

to SPAMMER - Haha alright alright. Next time label yourself others or whtsoever keh. Haha! Just ignore that SPAMMER the kpochi luh. Hoho^^

to Huda - Hey! Thanks. Huhu^^ You too ayye ;D

Cash money heroes ; Young money

♥♥♥♥♥

Young Money.

I think some are left out. Hoho^^

Ohmy ohmy ohmy! I'm a die hard fan of 'Cash Money Heroes♥♥' and 'Young Money♥♥' babyy!

They are like so cool!

Lil Wayne.. He's so freakoooooo cute! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

And and Nicki Minaj is so damn sexy and pretty man((((:

Tyga and Lloyd are like so HOT!

Drake is so smart and good-looking. I ♥♥♥ 'Young Money' and 'Cash Money Heroes'.

Ohmygosh! I wanna meet them.

Die hard fan die hard fan.

Tagb daa mule eh? Hoho^^ Tagb reply soon ayye ;D

Cash Money Heroes♥♥♥♥♥

Young Money♥♥♥♥♥

Take me out!

I'm bored!

Stepdad said we ain't going anywhere.

I've been surfing about Universal Studio the past few minutes!

Boringgggggggggggggggggg =.=

Dew Ney, See Fut Kwai!

I can't wait.

I shed a tear for someone i shoudn't have shed.

My old picture with my best cousin((:

Afternoon baby!

Hoho^^ Alright, i'm at stepgrandparent's house. I'm bored! I wanna go out.

Urgh! And i had forgotten to take my laptop charger yesterday.

Damn it! And even my 'bantal bushuks'. Hoho^^

Woke up and eat, then went to market with stepgrandmother.

Danny is so damn noisy. He keep on saying baby words that we don't obviously understand.

I wanna go out! I wanna go shopping man.

Umi says after her 'pantang larang' thingy, we'll shop. At cotton on.

Yay yay! There's so many things i want. Hoho^^

I want jacket, dress, t-shirts, pants, tights and bangles. Hoho^^

Shopping sakaaaaaan beb!

I had a fight with billabong boy. Stupid stupid stupid.

He kept on asking about 'she' and it's so irritating yknow!

So i decided to tell him to ask her himself.

Wow.. I'll be moving pasir ris soon? Pffffffffffft -.-

And again, danny cries. I hate to hear him cry. Annoying laaaaa!

And then stepdad will scold him. Urgh! I want peace.

Yay! Next friday is good friday. Yay yay yay!

Seriously i'm bored. Why the heck am i bored everyday? Urgh!

Yesterday, ate pizza. Delicious indeed!

Mat pizza hot laa seh. Hoho^^ So? Just hot what.

I wanna go out! Ok done(:

Yay yay yay! This saturday will be going to Universal Studios baby!

I can't wait. Hoho^^

Will be going with kak Ina, my gerek cousin.

Gallatica, or i say Sci-fi.. Please please open! I wanna ride cyclon and human!

And everything! Boooooo, open open open it!

Ok toodles! Muah3!

Tags replied -

to baby iqah - Hoho^^ Jambuu? Aper dah. No, i didn't. Whye?

to `Afyqaah - Hoho^^

to NASCENTE - Alright alright.

to Passerby - Thanks! Do put your name okey sweetheart.

to // ` m e l y u m i k o ' // - Oh oke. Thanks love(:

to `shafiqah~ - Huhu NP bby.

to iyqahsotsot - Hey dek. Eh? Oh oke'oke.

to Mirabell - Blueks ;P I like yours((:

to shah - Alright, thanks! Will link ya ayye(:

to YayaCHATTERBOXX! - Hey babe! Thanks. Oh oke. Hoho thankyou dear.

to B.Tennison - Hoho^^ Kay, elmo link ben10, ben10 link elmo kay(:

to baby iqah - Yah.. Hmm, tkmuh sedey. Meet soon okay loves. Awwwww~ I pon sedey )';

to Maizurah - Add you where bby?

to baby iqah - Hoho^^ Kkay. Awwww jyeahs..

Hoho^^ I'm coming Universal Studios(:

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Ipod nano

Umi, i want this! I want i want i want!

Ibu came to house and i was still lying on the sofa.

Then atok showed me ipod nano. He said it was his. I shout and went over to him.

I said i wanted it. Ibu and atok was laughing hilariously at me.

Cause it was ibu's, not atok's.

I asked ibu about the price and she said she didn't knew cause her husband bought it.

It was a surprise. But ibu said it's cheap cause her husband bought it from her friend.

I told umi to sell away my mp4.

But she said i don't have to. Checked the price and it was around $100+.

Worth it! But i wanna buy it from ibu's husband.

Or idk? Maybe ask abah to share with umi.

Yay! Umi's letting me to buy ipod nano. Yay yay yay yay!

The functions are super duper cool and cute! Hoho^^

And it has video camera. Aaaaaaaaaaaah! I don't care, i want ipod nano!

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

I can't wait for that ipod nano to come into my hands. Woohoooo!

I'm bored.. Somebody pleaseeeee bring me out!

I'm so gonna post a lot lot today((:

Alright bye! Muah3!

Tags replied -

to Mirabell - Hoho np. Mane de. I prefer yours((:

to Im ` Ezaah Ecstacy , (: - Alright(: Muah2!

to Maizurah (: - Hoho^^ Want me to move there eh? Oh oke. Lyt ayye!

to Faezah[: - Maken jambu ke? Same jek. Hoho^^ Thanks syg!

to `Afyqaah - Rindu jugk luh same afyqaah. Eh? Hoho^^ Biaser jek luh love.

to baby iqah - Hoho, manr de sei. Imyt seh! So bad bad)'; Alright biey!

to Mira Bella ; Lalaa - Hoho^^ I hotstuff? Nolaa, you luh hottie saye. Huhu^^ Oke soon ayye! Yaah, tak slalu tron BP dear.

to * h u n n e y * - Kak, IMYT~

to indah - Haaish, i got no choice luh kak. Tkmuh sad oke..

I'm so sorry guys.. I don't have a choice..

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Baby you're all that i want..

I covered all my sadness with just one action.. My smile..

I'm leaving. Ben10, i'm sorry. Ajid, i'm sorry. Guys, i'm sorry. Bbyg's, i'm sorry.

Yes i know it's hard for you to let go of me..

But, i really gotta go soon. Sooner or later, i'll just drift away.
I talked to stepdad just now and he said that we'll be moving to pasir ris.

I've got no more choices.

I did asked if i could stay.. But, i can't.

I felt blue, sad.. I just can't find anywhere to express my feelings to.

I've tried my best to urge stepdad not to move me from AES.

But, it all went in a wrong direction.

As if boats were seperated with each other. I'm so sorry...

I seriously got no mood at all.

And i miss my stepsister.. It's just hours and yeah, i miss her.

Will be sleeping over at stepgrandparent's house tomorrow. Why do we have to?

Is it so necessary? Urgh! I swear i don't wanna sleepover.

I'll reply my tagboard soon.

I looked in the mirror this morning, but i only saw me without you.

♥ ` ｿ ﾑ ｿ ﾑ ϐεყყcФκ [ ϟ ]

Haters!

True enough?

Hey! What's up? True enough? I think yes.

You were my friend.. Well, i thought a true friend. Now, it's all revealed.

What's there to hide? You know it well.

You gotta say it to my face. Why hide? Why tell all my bestgirls?

Criticize me all you want, cause i believe what's stated up there.

I'll just take it you are just plain jealous. True?

Who's the hypocrite here? Huh? So, who's at blame? You started it.

You startd the fire and now, what happened?

You and i were friends, and now? You drifted apart. Why do you have to start this out?

What's up with my image? Does it even matters?

Yes i know you've got the looks.

You think you are perfectly perfect right? Well, let's see then.

Can you stop your bullshit behaviour? It's irritating to hear your name..

Being told by so many people how much you hate me.

Thanks!

That's for somebody. I don't understand what's up with this modern world.

Why do you have to crticize somebody without reason at all?

Jealousy huh? What else could it be.

Will be going to stepgrandparents house to send dinara.

Haaish, im gonna miss you sister.

Well, school was fun just now. Did 2.4km for PE. I passed! Yay yay!

I did my science test with all my effort.

After school, went home. Grrrrr! I'm so mad mad mad!

Azie, Kaajal and D! When i aksed you guys out, no reply. Pffft -.-''

When you guys ask me out, I may always be in some kind of situation. Grrrr!

Meet soon alright guys. I really miss you guys like a lot!

Just now morning, talked to umi.. About moving. Well, it's confirmed.

Ben10, please can you please stop doing all that things?

You've promised me by Sunday everything stops. Which Sunday?

Taking all those stupid things won't bring you anywhere.

I don't understand what's up with you these days. Stop, please stop.

Well, obviously i can't stop you.. But think twice again.

I've promised you we will still be in touch alright.

That's all for today, i don't have nothing more.. Do i? No, alright.

Toodles! Muah3!

Tags Replied -

to Niyyah -- : Adek! Imyt syg.. Yes bby. No, still update. Don't worry oke. Alright!

to `Afyqaah : Good. Yah, dah lame tah nmpak each other ayye! Menghilang? Tklaah.

to Huda : Hello dear. Oh thankyou. Pretty like hell? Where got. Thanks dear! Mind if i link you?

to Mirabell : Haha! Cute? Manr de. Gee thanks. Lveyou!

to Mira Bella ; Lalaa : Lawaa lah. Tkmuh naughty eh. Hoho^^ Rindu kamu jugk hotty!

to ` Yuyuun ? - Oii tembamm! Imyt syg. Huhuu.

to Maizurah (: : Hello! Thanks dearest.. Serious? Oh oke. Thanks bby! Hoho^^

to You : Erm idk eh. Whye? Do put your name alright! Terima kasih.

to guest : I find my bckground at totallylayouts.com. Do put your name ayye!

to iirah : Sayaaaaaang! IMYT oke.

to elle petite ♥ : Alright babe.

to Irah Beylow : Alright loves.

to `shafiqah~ : Thanks dearest((: Done linking you up!

Leave? Never leave?

Should i leave? Or go?

The questions have been going through my mind.

Yes, i was happy that i could move to Pasir Ris but the thing is.. My loves..

I feel like crying right now.

I really don't know. Leave or not leave? I really gotta discuss with umi and stepdad.

I'm bored right now.

School was fun. But still sad. Bbyg was in no mood.

Because she couldn't except that i was gonna move away from them.

I really can't focus right now.

If i leave, would everything change? How would it be at my place?

Gosh! Many questions in my mind.

Vividly emblazing in my mind. Wow! I really can't focus.

Ok i'm done. Bye! Muah3!

Tags Replied -

to iraakiddo - Awww. Don't sad sad alright.

to Siti Star - Alright dearest(:

to ahpekk ; goodboyy - Hey! Oh okay. Tabuleyh? FAKE!

to ` Afyqaah - Hehh(: I'm fine dearest. You?

to shafiqaH - Thank bbyg.

to Passerby(: - Oh okay. Thanks sweetheart! RAWK? Hah!

to Ellyana - NP babe!

to hey - Awwww thanks ayye! Do put your name. Muah2!

to Maizurah - Pretty? Mane der. Hehh((:

to Tik - Alright babe!

to Atikah^^ - Awwww.. You don't want me to leave you with those morons? I'll try my best alright bestgirl(:

to yayaCHATTERBOXX! - I think so la. Like 90%. Oh okay. Idk yet dear.

Leave? Or go?

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Yay yay yay!

At last! My dreams and hope came true(:

Yes yes yes! I really am damn happy today. I like so can't wait.

Got back home late.. Ah! Will story story later. Listen listen! Hahahaha!

Umi - Kakak, nk tukar sekolah?

Me - Huh?! *Gasp* Nk nk nk! Yahoooooo!

Umi - *Laughs*

Me - Eh boleh ah. Geeeee^^

Uncle - Okay, i think we should tukar lah.

Me - Knape?

Uncle - Sekolah at east side. Kite nk pindah Pasir Ris.

Me - Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! At last! Amin amin!

Uncle - *Laughs* But you have to maintain in express eh. Sekolah sane banyak good.

Me - Okay sure do! *Senyumbigbig*

Uncle - We have to get to east side. Nearer to nenek house also.

As in my stepgrandma!

Me - Oh okay. I agree 100%. Yay! Tak sabar seh.

So yaaaaaah. I wanna change school. Yabedi yabedo! Hahaha!

Well, if it's really up to me lah. I have to make my decision right. Hmm...

Pasir Ris beb Pasir Ris! Like woohoooooo!

Okay sudaaah cukop -.-

Awww those that don't want me to leave.. Im sorry. Haaish..

I'll try my best not to leave and adapt with 'Assumption English School' okay.

*Evil smile*

Paham paham sudah lah kan eh eh? Hah!

I almost can do split. Aaaaaaah! Push harder yaya, harder! Grrrr~

I don't care, i still wanna do split.

Dance was fine. Went home late and yadayada. Won't elaborate.

I'm so freaking happy! Okay bye! Muah3!

Tagboard reply soon. Busy!

Aaaaaaah homework!

Can you please please reduce my homework?

Grrrrrrrr! There's a lot of homework. Hate hate hate! Pfffft -.-''

And there's dance tomorrow. Gosh! When am i going to start hip hop dance again?

I've been dancing contemperary or i say more to 'ballet'.

I'm like hearing people shouting my name.

And i wonder who. When i turned back, they shut up. Wth?! Nevermind -.-

I miss buntat, like seriously.

She's not been going home. Go home lah buntat!

I miss yuyul, i miss chacha, i miss many people. Miss miss miss! Hmmpfh..

Wow! Just now, sec 1 & 2 sang National Anthem for 3 times.

Yay yay? Yaaaaaaah yay -.-

And yet no fan. No fan no fan no fan. Nevermind. For the country.. Hah!

Went home straight and bathed. Eat and did my homework.

Went to take danny and home.

Watched 'Dikir Putri'. The girls are gorgeous. Especially jasmin. Huhu^^

Well, ben10 dream has come true. Happy?

I'm bored, in total boredom. Watched that 'annoying orange'.

So irritating. The best part is that..

He sings the song of episode 'sandy claus'. Which i always sing it xD

"Jingle bell, batman smells, i just crapped my pants. Oh wait! I'm not wearing pants."

Haha! It's annoying orange who sang it at that episode.

So cute! And and the autotuned is the bestest. Hah! My kaki gereks in school made me laugh.

Always! They never fail to shine my day(:

Just now rained, so damn freaking cold! I was freazing like grrrrrrr!

Went to toilet lah, apetah lagi. Hahaha!

Today was kinda fun. Laughed all day. My day did shine.

Alright, that's all for today. Bye! Muah3!

Tags replied -

to ahpekk ; goodboyy - Hey! Hows me? Fine.. You? Thanks! Muah3!

to Mirabell - Gee^^ Pretty lah. My cheeks? Nk cubit. Blueks ;P Huahua! xD

to Ezaah Ecstacy Shakes - Aww thanks bby. You too! Tkcre ayye! Muah2!

to Nas - Thanks for tagging! Sombong? Nyeeet~ Tklaaah!

to iraakiddo - Heyhey! Yeah.. Life? Just fine. Yours? Hows you beb?

School? Urghhhhhhhhh!

All my real smile were hidden behind these fake smiles...

I really miss you right now.

Today stepbrother was totally hyper.

I don't understand what he really wanna do. He kept on pulling my pants.

School was fine. If i can rate it 1-10, i choose 5. 5 babe 5!

Baked pizza today when it was Home Econs.

Mine and bea's was like not so nice shaped but the taste was delicious!

Very very delicious.

I went around bringing my pink book with me.. The one that grandma did it for me yesterday.

It looked gorgeous for just a book like that. Haha! Nonsense.. -.-

This window won't reduce it's percent.

I mean the way it is. How big the window is. Nevermind...

Please do tag me readers when you come here or visit. Thanks!

Went home and did my homework. Yadayada. Rajin eh yaya? Haha kidding!

I don't have much in mind..

I think that's all for today. Ahhhhhhh lapaaaa babe!

Tags replied -

to Ezaah Ecstacy Shakes - Iyerlaa b.. Manr de seh. Me chio? Haha! Kecho beb. Love ya too!

to AdleeGdBoy - Awwwwww )';

to ferradolly - Tkpe bby. Very pretty? Manr de. Hah! You pretty jugk oke. Nevermind dearest.

to FafaaKayySiao ?` - Thanks bbyg..

to ● yυyυℓѕɐѕιɐo ● - Hah! Kkay lek. Lawa laa pantat! Grrr. Degil eh. Oke loves! Muah3!

to iirah - Yeah thanks! Oke bby(:

to Siti Star - Alright sure dear.

to shidahsupercat - Hehh good'good. Pretty, i link you oke?

to `Yuyuun ? - IMYT! Bye(:

to ahpekk ; goodboyy - Yaww abng! NP^^

to --Ilaah - Hey dek! Thankyou bbyg. IMYT dek...

to Mira Bella - Hey baby! Yeah, MYT~

to Passerby - Hello! Oh oke(: I'm using Lucida Sans dearest. Love my blog? Aww thanks! Love me too? Hahah! Oke oke thanks alright dear! Do put your name. Muah3!

to Ellyana - Alright babe, will msg you soon eh! Stay pretty((:

to You - Hey!

to Nas - At last tag bile sampai sini. Thanks and hey!

Swear i'm missing you damn much and i think you know who you are.

It's been days? Weeks? Since we contact.

I still can't shine my day though. I just need you back.

I was so damn stupid!

And you were stupid thinking what you think was right.

Urghhhhhhhhhhh!

I Miss You...

Currently watching this.

It's fun fun fun. Haha! I don't understand why stepdad laughs at this movie.

Like WTH WTH WTH ?!

Okay, i like the dog in the movie. So cute!

Those snakes are like so irritating. Grandma sure gonna freak out if she watches this movie.

Cause she hates snakes. Haha! "Tali pinggang"? Yikes! Hahaha.

I do miss you, can you come back?
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Baby Phat.

Abah, i want this shoe! I'm gonna be a goodgirl and listen to him. To get this^^

Haha! WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH?!

I'm so in loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee with this shoe(:

Justin Bieber is freakingggggggggggg HOT man! I keep on watching his "baby" video.

JB, you're HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! Grrrrrrrr~

I've put my tagboard obviously. Please please be kind to it. I don't want riots here.

We'll see how it progress alright. Hmmpfh...

My weekend was damn damn damn boring. I didn't went out at all.

Plan sleeping at abah's house was crashed. Kabooooom!

Nevermind. There's still next time right. I had the most peaceful sleep ever yesterday.

Yayy! Today, grandparents, maid and yan will be home.

So bye bye bedroom. I have to sleep outside. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr!

Umi, can we move out from here quickly? I want my own room again!

Lucky for us the Jurong West house was sold. SOLD baby SOLD! Like yay yay!

Aiming for a house at CCK. Wow! Boringgggggg=.= I want a house at Pasir Ris. Grrr!

CCK? CCK lah=.=''

Omg omg omg! I'm freakingggggg bored right now!

I woke up late and umi was like, "Kakak, bangon! Dah pukul brape maseh tido lagi!"

I was like pffffffffffft=.= Memekakkkkkkkkk!

And stepdad was, "Nur Syairah bangon! Anak dare maseh tido time gini tk bagus. Matahari da naek. Bangonnnnnnnn. Smlm tido pukul bape huh?"

Ishk! So irritating maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.

Then this part uh...

Stepdad - Semalam tido pukul berape?

Me - Around 4.30 uh.

Stepdad - Aink?! Kenape tk tunggu sampai 5+ sembahyang subur skali. *Laugh*

Me - Hahahaa!

WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH?!

Ate my nasi lemak, all time favourite food! Like yay yay!

After that went to buy milk, cereal and my stationery. I can't wait to receive things!

From ibu. Yay! She's going to give me laces and silk(:

To decorate my own notebook. Yay! Like mak ngah's autograph book when she married.

Omg omg omg omg! I feel so sad for those Haiti people.

I wish i was there to help them and go through what they gone.

I keep on hearing "We are the world". And Lil Wayne sings it also. Like wow!

Lil Wayne, sumpaaaaaaaaaaaaah kau CUTE! Aaaaaaaaaah!

Lil Wanye so damn cute. Cute cute cute! *Wide smile*.

Nice song nice song.

Awww man, i really feel sad for the Haiti people man! I wanna help them.

I feel so blessed with what i have.. I thank God. I feel very very very lucky..

I love raisins^^

Okay, i'm so so so random right? Haha!

Justin Bieber voice comes out first when he sings the "We are the world."

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Like wooohooooooooooooooo((((((:

My post long? Not so right right? If it's long sorry. Do tag me alright(:

Muah3!

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to ` Đєєє - Yeahs bbyg. Imyt dear.

to baby iqah - Kak! Imyt syg. Yeah 2nd. Alright, syg you also(:

to ` h u n n e y - Heheh(: Tkmuh sad uh. Lve you!

to nazree - Minah? Ape jek taw. Hah! Keh mat!

to yaya - Hey babe ;D Yeahs. Alright alright! Stay cute yeah chatterbox!

to ● yυyυℓѕɐѕιɐo ● - Yeah. Rindu kau jugk pantat! Maken lawa uh de(:

to guest - Hello! (:

to Ezaah Ecstacy - Heyy b. Heh^^ Stay chio. Keh bye!

to A n a a C R A W F O R D - Hey! Oh oke. Thanks fr dropping by. Alright!

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee & Takecareeeeeeeeeeeeee!

He's the only one that i want by my side.

♥ ` ｿ ﾑ ｿ ﾑ ϐεყყcФκ [ ϟ ]™

Confessions of a broken heart.

I do miss abah effing much.

Currently listening to "Confessions of a broken heart". That sweet Lindsay Lohan.

I like her lyrics(:

I'm not going out today.. I didn't followed umi and stepdad to bedok.

I was mad. Mad mad mad! Umi with that "pantang larang" thingy and yet she went out.

Mampos jack mampos!

I have nothing anymore to share.

Hello! I'm HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! Carik makan yok(:

Confessions of a broken heart lyrics -

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter.

I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better.

And i carry the weight of the world on my shoulders.

A family in crisis that only grows older.

Why'd you have to go.

Why'd you have to go.

Why'd you have to go.

Daughter to father, daughter to father.

I am broken, but i am hoping.

Daughter to father, daughter to father.

I am crying, a part of me is dying and these are, these are.

The confessions of a broken heart.

And i wear all your old clothes, your polo sweater.

I dream of another you.

The one who would never (never), leave me alone to pick up the pieces.

A daddy to hold me, that's what i needed.

So why'd you have to go.

Why'd you have to go.

Why'd you have to go.

Daughter to father, daughter to father.

I don't know you, but i still want to.

Daughter to father, daughter to father.

Tell me the truth, did you ever love me.

Cause these are, these are..

The confessions of a broken heart.

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

I........

I love you!

Daughter to father, daughter to father.

I don't know you, but i still want to.

Daughter to father, daughter to father.

Tell me the truth...

Did you ever loved me?

Did you ever loved me?

These are....

The confessions.. Of a broken heart.

Ohhh... Yeah.

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter.

That's what you OVER-think right?

* Picture smallie dollie *

So sorry. The picture is small in size right? So? As long as you can see ok ah-.-''

Can i go? Can i? Please please please(:

Listening to "Two is better than one". Is it true?

I'm getting too complacent yeahs.

Dance was normal. We did some exercises. Won't elaborate. It's too much.

Will be sleeping over at abah house tomorrow. Maybe. I'm still scared to meet abah.

Because of "yadayada".

How dumb am i to do such thing? Umi! Why you possesed me with it! Grr-.-''

Just now went home about 9.30pm as i completed my dance very E-A-R-L-Y *evil smile*.

Yahh! Early my foot ah early! Late late late! Hmmpfh-.-''

The juniors including me, as in dancers did our thang! Yeah!

I think we did our best of the very best(:

After that, i got to watch sec 2 perform "Against time".

Like yay yay! I loooooooove the sec 2 performance! But what was the most "gereks" was..

The senior's performance. It was damn-freaking-fucking nice!

I love i love i love i love i love!

Haaish, i can't stop thinking what will abah do to me.

Beat me? Slap me? What if abah told asked umi about it and i get from abah, umi & stepdad?

Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid!

Went home and then eat and then played lappy.

I still love the "Halo" song. It's very melodious and hmm, totally nice!

I feel like putting my tagboard in again but you guys know all those bullshit people..

Who-deliberately-cannot-shut-their-mouth-up!

Or those pretty lil' evil fingers typing all those bad letters or words. Grr-.-''

I'll see how it goes(:

Well, note note note note note(:

Hello! Excuse me you. I'm so impressed what you said in your blog. Wow-Ohh-Eeee-Wow! Yeah. All you think was that. That that that bullshit. All your mind could go was that thinking you had. Excuse me! Do you know you're like a light? Light-Travels-In-A-Straight-Line. I think you're behaving like one too. Your-Mind-Thinks-In-One-Thinking. Yes you may think what you think. But what do you think that what you think was true? Amazing man! Totally amazing. Stupid me! Cried over some guy like you. Cried like some Mad-Dog. [MD]. I was the one that was heartbroken. Your thinking was OVER! Get it? O-V-E-R! Yes, totally over. How could you? How could you think of that? Yes i know i dont know who the freaking hell you are. Then, you are most welcomed to tell me who the freaking TRUE you are. Your messages are like "GedOverIt" man! Fine, go ahead what you wanna think. Cause i think that what you think wasn't true. True? I told ya. But you were the one so BOSSY/BOASTFUL/FUSSY and urgh! Yes you are! You are one big BOASTFUL boy. All you think was that. Why? You really wanna make your thinking become real? Do you? Your actions and words are like So-Not-True. Yes it's good if your ex knows who the fucking freaking hell you are and your true thingy. Stupid you! Stupid of you letting her go. I know you guys was long laaa. I know laaa you guys know each other freaking better. So why? Does it make any difference? Does it? I know laa i'm not worth to become yours. So? Think over again. You and i were in the wrong. Oh yah, does she really need to deliberately post at her blog about it? It's so obvious seh babe! So yah, you don't need people to interfere right? Yourself too right? Like you said.. "Jangan jage tepi kaen orang". So now what? Taking care of ours? Thanks! But mine "Koyakk" already laa babe! Thanks to "yadayada". Haiyaaa, please don't interfere la keh babe? Thanks! Had fun writing about me? Had fun? Yes i also had fun writing about you two sneako's in my bloggy(: Thankyou yeah Boboy & Gegerl.

Think lah think what you want.

But what i know is your thinking was wrong.

My last words are study hard and do well for your future.

Yes i know you can get a better bitch than me(:

I know i'm somekind of girl "yng tak layak".

I mean "pmpan mcm i tk layak".

Stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me.

People always think what they think is right, right?

But what i think is, not everything you think is right, right?

Agree/Disagree?

Im bored, can we do some things?

- Don't care about all the pain infront of me, i'm just try'na happy.

- Don't fall in love with someone who doesn't love you.

- Love is the best medicine, and there is more than enough to go around once you open your heart.

- When you think you're first falling in love, just then you realise you're falling out of love.

- Too little too late.

- Never close your lips to whom who opened your heart.

- Should i smile because you're my friend or cry because that's all we'll ever be?

- A million words won't bring you back, neither would a million tears. I know because i've tried.

I'm bored so i search for this quotes at yahoo.

Why the hell am i doing this? My tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut!

To Mr.strong-

Forget the times you walked by, forget the times you've made me cry, forget the time you held my hands, forget the sweet things if i can, i can no longer pretend cause i have to remember now that you're just a somebody.

Confessions of a broken hearted. Daughter to father. I miss you abah )';

Alright post end here(:

happy b'day YuyulSasiao(:

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy people!

Woke up around 3.15pm and check all my missed calls & messages.

Numbers that idk also have. Wahpiang! Tsk!

I ate my nasi lemak and now, blogging. After this wanna go bath.

Will not be going out cause ben 10 says i must finish my homework=.=

WTHWTHWTH?!

All those homework? Ewwwwwww i hate homework! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr-.-

Okay, i have nothing to update anymore.

Ben 10, qw gyler ah niariek! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeik!

See this pretty babyg of mine?

Haha! Yeah, it's YuyulSepeetSasiao(:

Today is here birthday yknow!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUYUL!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Happy birthday Yuyul! May all your wishes come true(:

Happy'happy always oke and always smile bbyg!

Don't be naughty'naughty oke.

Love you oke Yuyuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuul!

Muwaaaaaaaaaaah^^

Meet soon oke bahbey! Toodles((:

Hurrah! Ben & Jerry(:

Muke tk perlu seh xD

Hello'hello!

Today i woke up early. As usual. I hate waking up early.

The reason was i heard Danny's voice. Like again. Hmmpfh!

When can i have my most peaceful sleep ever? When?!?! Grrrrrrrrr -.-

I bath and ate. Get ready to go to school and bush! I went off, to school.

Umi gave me money to buy my favourite.. Ben & Jerry(:

Hmm yum'yum! Went to school and chit-chat with Alex and Kannan for awhile.

So? What's the big deal? Im friendly^^ I don't choose friend. Multi racial(:

After that i went up to the MRL. Waited for geo teacher and went to study room.

I can't concentrate because of xanthus, mark, mary, yuna and fadzli yaking away!

For once i wanted silence.. Pfft -.-

After remedial, went straight home. I don't even bother to go canteen to see anyone's face.

Went home and brought food. Bought my Ben & Jerry(:

Yum'yum'yum! I ate like there was no one sharing with me.

Yes, no one shared with me. Im selfish right? My ice-cream mah! Don't bother your life.

So, my ice-cream i eat alone. I selfish go sit one corner ah! xD

Kidding((:

Okay, im done! There's nothing to update about.

Tomorrow is Babyloves birthday(:

Yknow, it's YuyulSasiao birthday laa people tomorrow. Kay bye!

xoxo, YayaBeyycok♥

ITS MY LIFE

Hello'hello (:

I've revive my blog . Isn't it so obvious ? Yes it is .

I don't have much in mind today cause im not going out and im sitting at home .

Everyone is out except for stepdad , dinara , danny , umi and me .

Umi is not able to go out .

Well , because of the ' pantang larang ' thingy .

I've removed my tagboard . Well , because winners won't shut their mouth up .

and it's so annoying . totally annoying .

I've told stepdad and family about school .

About those ' bullies ' and ' cyberbullies ' . If things get worse ..

I might change school or make a report . Yay yay ! Thumbs-up yaya .

It's good you tell them about it rather than keeping quiet .

At least , you have made an effort to apologize and give them the win'win right ?

Yes ! So now , i don't have to worry anymore .

I have done my job . I have let them win and i apologized .

So , what's about it to worry ?

I've heed on stepdad , umi , family and ben 10 advise . Oh yes , not forgetting didi crazy .

My new friend . He said it's my life . So , why bother about them ?

Always be positive and happy right ?

I have my loved ones with me .

So yaya , cheer up babe (: Don't worry about ' bullies ' and ' cyberbullies ' .

They have no life (:

Bullying and cyberbullying ? What makes it fun ?

Well , they had their fun already .

Overall , all this things wrap up my sadness . I don't have to worry .

So yeah , bye !

Anything add me up in MSN okay !

P/S ; I miss chacha , yuyul , ` h u n n e y and abah . )';

i wanna stop

I received his message ;

Next wednesday kol 3am im going already if my kwn dpt homeleave.

i burst into tears. my own damn fcuking closest friend is leaving me. why?

i wanna stop blogging fr the moment. i cnt accpt what's happening arnd me.

blog will shut down first.

when i see the situation throughout.. i'll make my mind.

bye readers.

Hate me? Scram la ass!

Eeeeeeew not nice!

Today, school was as usual. But my day kinda rock. Except yada-yada.

I had some kind of performance when it was music lesson.

Like !@#$%.

Amazing right, an Ice-Cream-Seller.

Maybe i can be one too like that one day! No, kidding.

English lesson was superb.

I love my own artwork. It's beautiful. Ewww yaya! You're praising yourself. xD

I swear i love my teeth. It's nicer than that cinonehs one! Haha!

Oops, pleaseeeeeeee do not be offended.

Offenders will be prosecuted.

Some psb says i am a Cheap Slut. A CS? Hahah! Ya right. Do YOU think im taken by it?

Certainly not. Ya! Call me whatever you wnt, cheap, expensive?

But too bad darling, i dont have a price tag on me(:

Sorry. So im neither cheap nor expensive. Haha! Want something cheap?

I can recommend you at ABC shop just nearby clementi's coffeshop.

They sell cheap things you know^^

I met ben 10 and yada'yada. Yes i cried and he wiped away my tears.

Haaish.. I certainly dont wanna talk about it alright.

It gives me chills on my spine(:

Did i get it right?

I hate the M1 broadband that umi bought for me. It's so slow! Like YOU! Kidding.

Oh yes, speaking of umi, she's home with Afyra. Yay! I cant wait for danny to come home.

To see his small lil' sister(:

I dont have much in mind today. Keh bye!

Tags Replied ;

to ` miramia - Haha! Biarkn la. Dorg nk pakai otak kerh tk, yng penting tk menyusahkn kytr sudah. Buat bodoh jek ngn prangai cibai dorg tuu.

to INDAH! - Biarkn sudah la kak. Dorg ni NO LIFE. Harapkn brani nk jady gangsta internet. Link ngn namerh pon smue kemane ntah. xD

to Mirabell - Haha! Sorrey uh. Kkay, umor mira bape seh?

to SaL - Okay'okay. Thanks for putting your name eh. Alright, let them be la. Apepun nk jady, jady lah.

to ikaa izzuenia - Hey thanks! Sweet? Manr de. Ikaa kiyut ah. Eh, you and ipen sdare eh?

to ahpekk ; goodboyy - Gee thanks. Off9? Sorry ah. Nyeeeet~ Link you up okeh!

to ` h u n n e y - Thanks bbylove! Biarkn ah ngn dorg. NO LIFE. It was fun chatting w you. Gereyks. Imissyou D;

to Ellyana - NPCC? Best? Mine is Contemparary Dance. Ah gytuk la.

to Atikah^^ - Hey sayaaaaaaang! Alright dear. Miss you too ahkay(:

to Lisya - Hello lisya. Sorry la. Yknow la kan. Miss you too babe!

to yuna(joey) - Thanks! NP ayye. Yes i know, gee^^ Thanks ayye girlf!

to FafaaKayySiao ? ` - Hello syg. Haha! Maken lawa? Manr de dek. Same jek. xD

Hey Dinara Afyra!

Yes, it's Dinara Afyra, my new stepsister(:

Welcome to Earth adek! 10 March 2010, 0002 / 12.02am. About 3.7kg.

Wow! She's way heavier than me and Danny when we came out.

I mean, when i was a baby, i was about 3.2kg and Danny was about 3.0kg.

Cute aint she?

If you guys think she aint, dont come here and start tagging that she's not. Thanks!

I didnt went to school today as i reached home at about 2am in the morning yesterday.

I was damn sleepy. I felt as if i was flying high in my sleep.

I felt like i wanted to fall when i stepped on the carpark staircase yesterday.

Ibu's right here beside me holding Afyra in her arms.

She's been trying to wake Afyra up cause she wants to see her eyes.

Afyra has so chubby cheeks. Like mine? Haha xD

I miss Danny, my stepbrother.

He slept at mak's house yesterday and i wonder how is he.

Can he sleep when umi's not around?

I've done my homework. Wow! Today there is no dance again as we had dance on Monday.

Yesterday Dora asked me to call her as there was something urgent.

Thanks Nyra..

Well, i have nothing more to update. I wanna yak'yak with ibu.

Tags will be replied soon because this stupid tagboard of mine cant be work.

Work! Work! Yknow you gotta work it tagboard! Grr=.=

Bye!

Welcome babyg!

` Wish you were beside me~

I still remember when you took this picture bestgirl!

I miss my bestgirl, Damia.

Today nothing much. Now im in the hospital.

Waiting for umi to give birth to stepsister. Well, welcome too world stepsister.

Waiting, waiting, waiting. Tik tok, tik tok. Hahah xD

School was usual but i feel so down.

My day is so blue! )';

Wont elaborate about school. It's not IMPORTANT! Seriously not.

I cannot wait.. Will update again anything.

Bye!

Tags Replied ;

to Ellyana - Gee NP. Eh? Haha xD Yeahs..

to ` miramia - Oh okay. Scaryyyy? Oooooh. Skolah ok? Ok jugk uh. Hehh^^

to baby iqah - K.

to ` yuyuuuul . - Hehh alrights. Kkay. Hahah xD

to ` h u n n e y - Alright babyloves!

to Guest - Yes dear.. My extensions is $160. Tkla. Why? Do put your name okay dear!

to ` Yuyuun ? -Alright bby. Okay, love cha too!

to Mira Bell - Whats your link baby?

to aziee ROQSTARR cullen - Alright syg.

to Batrisyia - Okay but whats your link laa woots?

to shanon - Hey shanon!

to kak indah - Haaish.. Frget it laa kak. Okay thanks eh. Insya'allah.

to ; hunnynoni! - Gee^^ Alright NP.

to Mirabell - Haha! NP kak. Pretty'pretty! Gee thanks(:

to `chacha fredecaaaaa - Awww baby. Yeahs. Tkpe. I link you eh b.

to PSB - Beyh kecho? Chill uh. Okay'okay. Thanks laa. Dah'dah, tqm kecho.

Kay bye!

I need a tight hug..

Yes, it's all over. Again, ALL!

I swear i have no mood now. I need to express my feelings to someone. Can someone hear me out? Maybe.. Hmm.. Yes, i dont want anyone to know what i'm thinking right now. I miss that place, I miss everyone. Can everything get back to normal? Pretty please? I have been not okay with Ben 10. Yes, we are just friends. Close friends. Only! He thinks we've been drifting apart. But i dont think so. I need a hug. Can i? Can somebody help me? Can somebody hear me out? I have no mood. Seriously.. I had dance practice just now and it was dragged. 4 hours and Ben 10 message me.. No one made my day today. I cant really think right now. Dearest[S], my tagboard and your tags will be replied soon. I hope you guys understand my situation right now.

When a boy sweeps you off your feet, he's in the perfect position to drop you on your ass.

K-NITE is back!

Currently watching K-NITE and listening to songs.

Is K-NITE back or is it just for a short while? I hope K-NITE is back. Haha!

Will be laughing all day today. Haha! Confirm meh?

I miss my extentions ); FAKE! I wouldnt want to sit in the salon for about 3 hours for extensions.

Like..

!@#$%

So yeah. At stepgrandparents house and will be going to Aunt Jo house later.

Just now watched JB baby video. Aaaaaaaaaaah! Swear he's hot. I repeat, H-O-T! HOT.

which stands for ..

H-Hundreds

O-Ones

T-Tens

Kidding! Seriously, he's HOT! Stay hotty JB! Just now went to mac'd to get my mcspicy meal.

Then went to sheng shiong and saw auntie rin. Miss her.. Watched ' keling ' movie.

Haha! Like so funny. They played ' kabbadi ' game and then the ' keling ' kick his opponent.

Kick like..

!@#$%

Kick them till like fly so far. Haha! Wth?! Swear im bored. Swear swear swear!

Tags replied ;

to AidaKechikShawtstuff - Hey! Thanks aite! Sweet? Manr de. Okey, your tag. Will link you up aites!

to ` miramia - Oh, best sanr? Haha! Skolah. Mepek-.-''

to ` YhourLadyKe'ai ? - Hey dek. Thanks alright! Jambu? Whr got. Biase jek. Okey sure!

to ` Yuyuun ? - Hey! Haha. Sorry uh bby. I was in the bus lerr. Next time i kat luar i tegor kay bby!

to baby iqah - Kkay! Haha.

to ~h u n n e y* - Gee NP. Hehh^^ yalorh, rindu! Awww~

to FarahAj - Hey babe! Okey good. Bagos ah single. Haha! Alright(:

to ferradolly - NP dear. Wokeys!

Aaaaaaaaaah JB! Swear you're HOT!

Im your big fan! * melts *

Keh bye!